The Wave
By Todd Strasser
CHAPTER 1 |
CHAPTER 2 | CHAPTER 3 | CHAPTER 4 | CHAPTER 5 | CHAPTER 6 | CHAPTER 7 | CHAPTER 8 | CHAPTER 9
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CHAPTER 10
| CHAPTER 11 | CHAPTER 12 |
CHAPTER 13 | CHAPTER 14 | CHAPTER 15 | CHAPTER 16 | CHAPTER 17
Laurie Saunders sat in the
publications office at Gordon High School chewing on the end of a Bic pen. She was a pretty girl with short light-brown hair
and an almost perpetual smile that only disappeared when she was upset or
chewing on Bic pens. Lately sheÕd been chewing on a
lot of pens. In fact, there wasnÕt a single pen or pencil in her pocketbook
that wasnÕt worn down on the butt end from nervous gnawing. Still, it beat
smoking.
Laurie looked around the small
office, a room filled with desks, typewriters, and light tables. At that moment
there should have been kids at each one of those typewriters, punching out
stories for The Gordon Grapevine, the
school paper. The art and layout staff should have been working at the light
tables, laying out the next issue. But instead the room was empty except for
Laurie. The problem was that it was a beautiful day outside.
Laurie felt the plastic tube of the
pen crack. Her mother had warned her once that someday she would chew on a pen
until it splintered and a long plastic shard would lodge in her throat and she
would choke to death on it. Only her mother could have come up with that,
Laurie thought with a sigh.
She looked up at the clock on the
wall. Only a few minutes were left in the period anyway. There was no rule that
said anyone had to work in the publications office during their free periods,
but they all knew that the next edition of The Grapevine was due out next week.
CouldnÕt they give up their Frisbees and cigarettes and suntans for just a few
days in order to get an issue of the paper out on time?
Laurie put her pen back in her
pocketbook and started to gather up her notebooks for the next period. It was
hopeless. For the three years sheÕd been on staff, The Grapevine had always
been late. And now that she was the editor-in-chief it made no difference. The
paper would be done when everyone got around to doing it.
Pulling the door of the publications
office closed behind her, Laurie stepped out into the hall. It was practically
empty now; the bell to change classes had not yet
rung, and there were only a few students around. Laurie walked down a few
doors, stopped outside a classroom, and peered through the window.
Inside, her best friend, Amy Smith,
a petite girl with thick, curly, Goldilocks hair, was trying to endure the
final moments of Mr. GabondiÕs French class. Laurie
had taken French with Mr. Gabondi the year before and
it had been one of the most excruciatingly boring experiences of her life. Mr. Gabondi was a short, dark, heavyset man who always seemed
to be sweating, even on the coldest winter days. When he taught, he spoke in a
dull monotone that could easily put the brightest student to sleep, and even
though the course he taught was not difficult, Laurie recalled how hard it had
been to pay enough attention to get an A.
Now watching her friend struggle to
stay interested, Laurie decided she needed some cheering up. So, positioning
herself outside the door where Amy could see her but Gabondi
could not, Laurie crossed her eyes and made an idiotic face. Amy reacted by
putting her hand over her mouth to keep from laughing. Laurie made another face
and Amy tried not to look, but she couldnÕt help turning back to see what her
friend was doing next. Then Laurie did her famous fish face: she pushed her
ears out, crossed her eyes, and puckered her lips. Amy was trying so hard not
to laugh that tears started to roll down her cheeks.
Laurie knew she shouldnÕt make any
more faces. Watching Amy was too funny—anything could make her laugh. If
Laurie did any more, Amy would probably fall out of her seat and roll into the
aisle between the desks. But Laurie couldnÕt resist. Turning her back to the
door to create some suspense, she screwed up her mouth and eyes, and then spun
around.
Standing at the door was a very
angry Mr. Gabondi. Behind him Amy and the rest of her
class were in hysterics. LaurieÕs jaw dropped. But before Gabondi
could reprimand her, the bell rang and his class was suddenly spilling out into
the hall around him. Amy came out holding her sides in pain from laughing so
hard. As Mr. Gabondi glared at them, the two girls
went off arm in arm toward their next class, too out of breath to laugh
anymore.
In the classroom where he taught
history, Ben Ross crouched over a film projector, trying to thread a film
through the complex maze of rollers and lenses. This was his fourth attempt and
he still hadnÕt gotten it right. Frustrated, Ben ran his fingers through his
wavy brown hair. All his life he had been befuddled by machinery—film
projectors, cars, even the self-service pump at the local gas station drove him
bananas.
He had never been able to figure out
why he was so inept in that way, and so when it came to anything mechanical, he
left it to Christy, his wife. She taught music and choir at Gordon High, and at
home she was in charge of anything that required manual dexterity. She often
joked that Ben couldnÕt even be trusted to change a light bulb correctly, although Ben insisted this was an exaggeration.
He had changed a number of light bulbs in his life and could only recall
breaking two in the process.
Thus far in his career at Gordon
High—Ben and Christy had been teaching there for two years—he had
managed to hide his mechanical inabilities. Or rather, they had been
overshadowed by his growing reputation as an outstanding young teacher. BenÕs
students spoke of his intensity—the way he got so interested and involved
in a topic that they couldnÕt help but be interested also. He was Òcontagious,Ó
theyÕd say meaning that he was charismatic. He could get through to them.
RossÕs fellow faculty members were
somewhat more divided in their feelings toward him. Some of them were impressed
with his energy and dedication and creativity. It was said that he brought a
new outlook to his classes, that whenever possible, he tried to teach his
students the practical, relevant aspects of history. If they were studying the
political system, he would divide the class into political parties. If they
studied a famous trial, he might as**sign one student to be the defendant,
others to be the prosecution and defense attorneys, and still others to sit as
the jury.
But other faculty members were more
skeptical about Ben. Some said he was just young, na?ve, and overzealous, that after a few years he would
calm down and start conducting classes the ÒrightÓ way—lots of reading,
weekly quizzes, classroom lectures. Others simply said they didnÕt like the way
he never wore a suit and tie in class. One or two might even admit they were
just plain jealous.
But if there was one thing no
teacher had to be jealous of, it was BenÕs total inability to cope with film
projectors. While perhaps brilliant otherwise, now he only scratched his head
and looked at the tangle of celluloid bunched in the machine. In just a few
minutes his senior history class would arrive, and he had been looking forward
to showing them this film for weeks. Why hadnÕt his teachersÕ college given a
course in film threading?
Ross rolled the film back into its
spool and left it unthreaded. No doubt one of the kids in his class was some
kind of audiovisual whiz and could get the machine going in an instant. He
walked back to his desk and picked up a pile of homework papers he wanted to
distribute to the students before they saw the film.
The marks on the papers had gotten
predictable, Ben thought as he thumbed through them. As usual, there were two A papers, Laurie SaundersÕs and Amy SmithÕs. There was one
A-, then the normal bunch of BÕs and CÕs. There were two DÕs. One was Brian
Ammon, a quarterback on the football team, who seemed to enjoy getting low
marks, even though it was obvious to Ben that he had the brains to do much
better if he tried. The other D was Robert Billings, the class loser. Ross shook
his head. The Billings boy was a real problem.
Outside in the hall the bells rang,
and Ben heard the sounds of class doors banging open and students flooding into
the corridors. It was peculiar how students always left class so quickly but
somehow arrived at their next class at the speed of snails. Generally Ben
believed that high school today was a better place for kids to learn than it
was when he went. But there were a few things that bothered him. One was his
studentsÕ lackadaisical attitude about getting to class on time. Sometimes five
or even ten minutes of valuable class time would be lost while students
straggled in. Back when he was a student, if you werenÕt in class when the
second bell rang, you were in trouble.
The other problem was the homework.
Kids just didnÕt feel compelled to do it anymore. You could yell, threaten them
with FÕs or detention, and it didnÕt matter. Homework had become practically
optional. Or, as one of his ninth-graders had told him a few weeks before,
ÒSure I know homework is important, Mr. Ross, but my social life comes first.Ó
Ben chuckled. Social life.
Students were starting to enter the
classroom now. Ross spotted David Collins, a tall, good-looking boy who was a
running back on the football team. He was also Laurie SaundersÕs boyfriend.
ÒDavid,Ó Ross said, Òdo you think you could get that film projector set up?Ó
ÒSure thing,Ó David replied.
As Ross watched, David kneeled
beside the projector and went to work nimbly. In just a few seconds he had it
threaded. Ben smiled and thanked him.
Robert Billings trudged into the
room. He was a heavy boy with shirttails perpetually hanging out and his hair
always a mess, as if he never bothered to comb it after getting out of bed in
the morning. ÒWe gonna see a
movie?Ó he asked when he saw the projector.
ÒNo, dummy,Ó said a boy named Brad,
who especially enjoyed tormenting him. ÒMr. Ross just likes to set up
projectors for fun.Ó
ÒOkay, Brad,Ó Ben
said sternly. ÒThatÕs enough.Ó
A sufficient number of students had
arrived for Ross to start handing out the homework papers. ÒAll right,Ó he said
loudly to get the classÕs attention. ÒHere are last weekÕs papers. Generally
speaking, you did a good job.Ó He walked up and down the aisles passing each
paper to its author. ÒBut IÕm warning you again. These papers are getting much
too sloppy.Ó He stopped and held one up for the class to see. ÒLook at this. Is
it really necessary to doodle in the margins of a homework paper?Ó
The class tittered. ÒWhose is it?Ó
someone asked.
ÒNone of your business.Ó Ben
shuffled the papers in his hand and kept handing them out. ÒFrom now on, IÕm
going to start lowering grades on any papers that are really sloppy. If youÕve
made a lot of changes or mistakes on a paper, make a new, neat copy before you
hand it in. Got that?Ó
Some members of the class nodded.
Others werenÕt even paying attention. Ben went to the front of the classroom
and pulled down the movie screen. It was the third time that semester heÕd
talked to them about messy homework.
They were studying World War Two,
and the film Ben Ross was showing his class that day was a documentary
depicting the atrocities the Nazis committed in their concentration camps. In
the darkened classroom the class stared at the movie screen. They saw emaciated
men and women starved so severely that they appeared to be nothing more than
skeletons covered with skin. People whose knee joints were the widest parts of
their legs.
Ben had already seen this film or
films like it half a dozen times. But the sight of such ruthless inhumane
cruelty by the Nazis still horrified him and made him feel angry. As the film
rolled on, he spoke emotionally to the class: ÒWhat you are watching took place
in Germany between 1934 and 1945. It was the work of a man named Adolf Hitler,
originally a menial laborer, porter, and house painter, who turned to politics
after World War One. Germany had been defeated in that war, its leadership was
at a low ebb, inflation was high, and thousands were
homeless, hungry, and jobless.
ÒFor Hitler it was an opportunity to
rise quickly through the political ranks of the Nazi Party. He espoused the
theory that the Jews were the destroyers of civilization and that the Germans
were a superior race. Today we know that Hitler was a paranoid, a psychopath,
literally a madman. In 1923 he was thrown in jail for his political activities,
but by 1934 he and his party had seized control of the German government.Ó
Ben paused for a moment to let the
students watch more of the film. They could see the gas chambers now, and the
piles of bodies laid out like stove wood. The human skeletons still alive had
the gruesome task of stacking the dead under the watching eyes of the Nazi
soldiers. Ben felt his stomach churn. How on GodÕs earth could anyone make
anyone else do something like that, he asked himself.
He told the students: ÒThe death
camps were what Hitler called his ÔFinal Solution to the Jewish problem.Õ But
anyone—not just Jews—deemed by the Nazis as unfit for their
superior race was sent there. They were herded into camps all over Eastern
Europe, and once there they were worked, starved, and tortured, and when they
couldnÕt work anymore, they were exterminated in the gas chambers. Their
remains were disposed of in ovens.Ó Ben paused for a moment and then added:
ÒThe life expectancy of the prisoners in the camps was two hundred and seventy
days. But many did not survive a week.Ó
On the screen they could see the
buildings that housed the ovens. Ben thought of telling the students that the
smoke rising from the chimneys above the buildings was from burning human
flesh. But he didnÕt. The experience of watching this film would be awful
enough. Thank God man had not invented a way to convey smells through film,
because the worst thing of all would have been the stench of it, the stench of
the most heinous act ever committed in the history of the human race.
The film was ending and Ben told his
students: ÒIn all, the Nazis murdered more than ten million men, women, and
children in their extermination camps.Ó
The film was over. A student near
the door flicked the classroom lights on. As Ben looked around the room, most
of the students looked stunned. Ben had not meant to shock them, but heÕd known
that the film would. Most of these students had grown up in the small, suburban
community that spread out lazily around Gordon High. They were the products of
stable, middle-class families, and despite the violence-saturated media that
permeated society around them, they were surprisingly na?ve and sheltered. Even now a few of the students
were starting to fool around. The misery and horror depicted in the film must
have seemed to them like just another television program. Robert Billings, sitting
near the windows, was asleep with his head buried in his arms on his desk. But
near the front of the room, Amy Smith appeared to be wiping a tear out of her
eye. Laurie Saunders looked upset too.
ÒI know many of you are upset,Ó Ben
told the class. ÒBut I did not show you this film today just to get an
emotional reaction from you. I want you to think about what you saw and what I
told you. Does anyone have any questions?Ó
Amy Smith quickly raised her hand.
ÒYes, Amy?Ó
ÒWere all the Germans Nazis?Ó she
asked.
Ben shook his head. ÒNo, as a matter
of fact, less than ten percent of the German population belonged to the Nazi
Party.Ó
ÒThen why didnÕt anyone try to stop
them?Ó Amy asked.
ÒI canÕt tell you for sure, Amy,Ó
Ross told her. ÒI can only guess that they were scared. The Nazis might have
been a minority, but they were a highly organized, armed, and dangerous
minority. You have to remember that the rest of the German population was
unorganized, and unarmed and frightened. They had also gone through a terrible
period of inflation that had virtually ruined their country. Perhaps some of
them hoped the Nazis would be able to restore their society. Anyway, after the
war, the majority of Germans said they didnÕt know about the atrocities.Ó
Near the front of the room, a black
youth named Eric raised his hand urgently. ÒThatÕs crazy,Ó he said. ÒHow could
you slaughter ten million people without somebody noticing?Ó
ÒYeah,Ó said Brad, the boy who had
picked on Robert Billings before class began. ÒThat canÕt be true.Ó
It was obvious to Ben that the film
had affected a large part of the class, and he was pleased. It was good to see
them concerned about something. ÒWell,Ó he said to Eric and Brad, ÒI can only
tell you that after the war the Germans claimed they knew nothing of the
concentration camps or the killings.Ó
Now Laurie Saunders raised her hand.
ÒBut EricÕs right,Ó she said. ÒHow could the Germans sit back while the Nazis
slaughtered people all around them and say they didnÕt know about it? How could
they do that? How could they even say that?Ó
ÒAll I can tell you,Ó Ben said, Òis
that the Nazis were highly organized and feared. The behavior of the rest of
the German population is a mystery—why they didnÕt try to stop it, how
they could say they didnÕt know. We just donÕt know the answers.Ó
EricÕs hand was up again. ÒAll I can
say is, I would never let such a small minority of people rule the majority.Ó
ÒYeah,Ó said Brad. ÒI wouldnÕt let a
couple of Nazis scare me into pretending I didnÕt see or hear anything.Ó
There were other hands raised with
questions, but before Ben could call on anyone, the bell rang out and the class
was rushing out into the hall.
David Collins stood up. His stomach
was grumbling like mad. That morning heÕd gotten up late and had to skip his
usual three-course breakfast to make it to school on time. Even though the film
Mr. Ross had shown really bothered him, he couldnÕt help thinking that next
period was lunch.
He looked over at Laurie Saunders,
his girlfriend, who was still sitting in her seat. ÒCome on, Laurie,Ó he urged
her. ÒWe have to get down to the cafeteria fast. You know how long the line
gets.Ó
But Laurie waved him to go without
her. ÒIÕll catch up later.Ó
David scowled. He was torn between
waiting for his girlfriend and filling his growling stomach. The stomach won,
and David took off down the hall.
After he was gone, Laurie got up
from her seat and looked at Mr. Ross. There were only a
couple of kids left in the room now. And except for Robert Billings, who
was just waking up from his nap, they were the ones who seemed the most
disturbed about the film. ÒI canÕt even believe that all the Nazis were that
cruel,Ó Laurie told her teacher. ÒI donÕt believe anyone could be that cruel.Ó
Ben nodded. ÒAfter the war, many
Nazis tried to excuse their behavior by claiming they were only following
orders and that they would have been killed themselves if they hadnÕt.Ó
Laurie shook her head. ÒNo, thatÕs
no excuse. They could have run away. They could have fought back. They had
their own eyes and their own minds. They could think for themselves. Nobody
would just follow an order like that.Ó
ÒBut thatÕs what they said,Ó Ben
told her.
Laurie shook her head again. ÒItÕs
sick,Ó she said, her voice filled with revulsion. ÒJust totally sick.Ó
Ben could only nod in agreement.
Robert Billings was trying to sneak
past BenÕs desk.
ÒRobert,Ó Ben said. ÒWait a minute.Ó
The boy froze, but could not look
his teacher in the eye.
ÒAre you getting enough sleep at
home?Ó Ben asked.
Robert nodded dumbly.
Ben sighed. All semester he had been
trying to get through to this boy. He couldnÕt stand seeing him picked on by
the other students and it dismayed him that Robert didnÕt at least try to
participate in class. ÒRobert,Ó his teacher said sternly, Òif you donÕt start
participating in this class I will have to fail you. YouÕll never graduate at
this rate.Ó
Robert glanced at his teacher and
then looked away again.
ÒDonÕt you have anything to say?Ó
Ben asked.
Robert shrugged. ÒI donÕt care,Ó he
said.
ÒWhat do you mean you donÕt care?Ó
Ben asked.
Robert took a few steps toward the
door. Ben could see that he was uncomfortable about being questioned. ÒRobert?Ó
The boy stopped, but he still could
not look at his teacher. ÒI wouldnÕt do any good anyway,Ó he mumbled.
Ben wondered what he could say.
RobertÕs case was a tough one: the younger brother wallowing in the shadow of
an older brother who had been the quintessential model student and big man on
campus. Jeff Billings had been an all-conference pitcher in high school and was
now in the Baltimore Orioles farm system while he studied medicine in the
off-season. In school heÕd been a straight-A student who excelled at everything
he did. The kind of guy even Ben had despised in high school.
Seeing that he could never compete
with his brotherÕs achievements, Robert had apparently decided it was better
not even to try.
ÒListen, Robert,Ó Ben said, Òno one
expects you to be another Jeff Billings.Ó
Robert glanced quickly at Ben and
then started chewing nervously on his thumbnail.
ÒAll weÕre asking is that you try,Ó
Ben said.
ÒI have to go,Ó Robert said, looking
down at the floor.
ÒI donÕt even care about sports,
Robert,Ó Ben said. But the boy had already begun to move slowly toward the
door.
David Collins was sitting in the
outdoor courtyard next to the cafeteria. He had already wolfed down half his
lunch by the time Laurie arrived, and he was beginning to feel like a normal
human being again. He watched Laurie put her tray down next to his and then
noticed that Robert Billings was also headed for the courtyard.
ÒHey, look,Ó David
whispered as Laurie sat down. They watched as Robert stepped out of the
cafeteria carrying a tray, looking for a place to eat. True to form, he had
already started eating and stood in the doorway with half a hot dog sticking
out of his mouth.
There were two girls from Mr. RossÕs
history class sitting at the table Robert chose. As Robert set his tray down,
they both stood up and took their trays to another table. Robert pretended he
hadnÕt noticed.
David shook his head. ÒGordon HighÕs
very own Untouchable,Ó he mumbled.
ÒDo you think thereÕs something
really wrong with him?Ó Laurie asked.
David shrugged. ÒI donÕt know. HeÕs
been pretty strange for as long as I can remember. Then again, if people
treated me like that, IÕd probably be pretty strange too. ItÕs just weird that
he and his brother could come from the same family.Ó
ÒDid I ever tell you that my mother
knows his mother?Ó Laurie asked.
ÒHis mother ever
talk about him?Ó David asked.
ÒNo. Except I think she told me once
that they had him tested and he really does have a normal I.Q. HeÕs not really
dumb or anything.Ó
ÒJust weird,Ó David said and went
back to eating his lunch. But Laurie only picked at hers. She seemed
preoccupied.
ÒWhat is it?Ó David asked.
ÒThat film, David,Ó Laurie answered.
ÒIt really bothers me. DoesnÕt it bother you?Ó
David thought for a moment. Then he
said, ÒYeah, sure, as something horrible that happened once, it bothers me. But
that was a long time ago, Laurie. To me itÕs like a piece of history. You canÕt
change what happened then.Ó
ÒBut you canÕt forget it,Ó Laurie
said. She tried a bite of her hamburger, then made a face and put it down.
ÒWell, you canÕt go around being
bummed out about it for the rest of your life either,Ó David said. He eyed
LaurieÕs uneaten hamburger. ÒBy the way, you gonna
eat that?Ó
Laurie shook her head. The movie had
left her without much of an appetite. ÒHelp yourself.Ó
Not only did David help himself to
her burger, he finished off her fries, salad, and ice cream as well. Laurie
looked in his direction, but her eyes were distant.
ÒHmm.Ó David wiped his lips with a
napkin.
ÒWould you like anything more?Ó
Laurie asked.
ÒWell, to tell you the truth ÉÓ
ÒHey, is this seat taken?Ó someone
behind them said.
ÒI was here first!Ó said another
voice.
David and Laurie looked up to find
Amy Smith and Brian Ammon, the quarterback, both heading for their table from
opposite directions.
ÒWhat do you mean you were here
first?Ó Brian asked.
ÒWell, I meant I wanted to be here
first,Ó Amy replied.
ÒMeaning to be first doesnÕt count,Ó
Brian said. ÒBesides, I have to talk to Dave about football.Ó
ÒAnd I have to talk to Laurie,Ó Amy
said.
ÒWhat about?Ó Brian asked.
ÒWell, about keeping her company
while you talk about boring football.Ó
ÒStop it,Ó Laurie said. ÒThereÕs
room for two.Ó
ÒBut with them you need room for
three,Ó Amy said, nodding at Brian and David.
ÒHardy har
har,Ó Brian grunted.
David and Laurie slid over, and Amy
and Brian squeezed in next to them at the table. Amy was right about room for
three—Brian was carrying two full lunch trays.
ÒHey, what are you doing with all
this food?Ó David asked, patting Brian on the back. Although he was the teamÕs
quarterback, Brian was not very big. David stood a full head taller than him.
ÒI gotta
gain some weight,Ó Brian said as he started to wolf down his lunch. ÒIÕm gonna need every pound IÕve got against those guys from Clarkstown on Saturday. They are big. I mean, huge. I hear
they got a linebacker who stands six three and weighs two-twenty.Ó
ÒI donÕt see what youÕre worried
about,Ó Amy said. ÒNo one that heavy can run very fast.Ó
Brian rolled his eyes. ÒHe doesnÕt
have to run, Amy. All he has to do is squash quarterbacks.Ó
ÒWill you have a chance on
Saturday?Ó Laurie asked. She was thinking about the story they would need for
The Grapevine.
David shrugged. ÒI donÕt know. The
teamÕs pretty disorganized. WeÕre way behind on learning our plays and stuff.
Half the guys donÕt even show up for practice.Ó
ÒYeah,Ó Brian agreed. ÒCoach
Schiller said he was gonna throw anyone who didnÕt
show up for practice off the team. But if he did that we wouldnÕt even have
enough guys to play.Ó
No one seemed to have anything more
to say about football, so Brian bit into his second hamburger.
DavidÕs thoughts drifted to other
pressing matters. ÒHey, is anyone here good at calculus?Ó
ÒWhy are you taking calculus?Ó Amy
asked.
ÒYou need it for engineering,Ó David
said.
ÒSo why not wait till college?Ó
Brian asked.
ÒI heard it was so hard you have to
take it twice to understand it,Ó David explained. ÒSo I figured IÕd take it
once now and once later.Ó
Amy nudged Laurie. ÒI think your
boyfriend is strange,Ó she said.
ÒTalk about strange,Ó Brian
whispered, nodding toward Robert Billings.
They all looked. Robert was sitting
alone at his table, engrossed in a Spider-Man comic book. His lips moved as he
read and there was a red streak of catsup on his chin.
ÒYou see him sleep through the whole
movie?Ó Brian asked.
ÒDonÕt remind Laurie,Ó David told
him. ÒSheÕs upset.Ó
ÒWhat, about that movie?Ó Brian
asked.
Laurie gave David a dirty look. ÒDo
you have to tell everybody?Ó
ÒWell, itÕs true, isnÕt it?Ó David
asked.
ÒOh, just leave me alone,Ó Laurie answered.
ÒI can understand how you feel,Ó Amy
told her. ÒI thought it was just awful.Ó
Laurie turned to David. ÒThere, you
see? IÕm not the only one that it bothered.Ó
ÒHey,Ó David said defensively. ÒI
didnÕt say I wasnÕt bothered by it. I just said itÕs over now. Forget about it.
It happened once and the world learned its lesson. ItÕll never happen again.Ó
ÒI hope not,Ó Laurie said, picking
up her tray.
ÒWhereÕre you going?Ó David asked
her.
ÒI have to go work on The
Grapevine,Ó Laurie said.
ÒWait,Ó Amy said, ÒIÕll go with
you.Ó
David and Brian watched the two
girls go.
ÒGee, she really is upset about that
movie, isnÕt she?Ó Brian said.
ÒYeah.Ó David nodded. ÒYou know, she
always takes stuff like that too seriously.Ó
Amy Smith and Laurie Saunders sat in
The Grapevine office talking. Amy wasnÕt on the newspaper staff, but she often
hung out with Laurie in the publications office. The office door could be
locked, and Amy would sit inside by an open window, holding a cigarette outside
and blowing the smoke out. If a teacher came in, she could drop the cigarette
to the ground and there would hardly be any smell of smoke in the room.
ÒThat was an awful movie,Ó Amy said.
Laurie nodded quietly.
ÒAre you and David having a fight?Ó
her friend asked.
ÒOh, not really.Ó Laurie couldnÕt
help smiling slightly. ÒI just wish he would take something besides football
seriously. HeÕs—I donÕt know—heÕs such a jock sometimes.Ó
ÒBut he gets good grades,Ó Amy said.
ÒAt least heÕs not a dumb jock like Brian.Ó
The two girls giggled for a moment
and then Amy asked, ÒWhy does he want to be an engineer? It sounds so boring.Ó
ÒHe wants to be a computer
engineer,Ó Laurie said. ÒDid you ever see the one he has at home? He built it
from a kit.Ó
ÒSomehow I missed it,Ó Amy said
facetiously. ÒBy the way, have you decided what youÕre doing next year?Ó
Laurie shook her head. ÒMaybe weÕll
go somewhere together. It depends on where we get accepted.Ó
ÒYour parents will be thrilled,Ó Amy
said.
ÒI donÕt think theyÕd mind that
much,Ó Laurie said.
ÒWhy donÕt you just get married?Ó
Amy asked.
Laurie made a face. ÒOh, Amy. I
mean, I guess I love David, but who wants to get married yet?Ó
Amy smiled. ÒOh, I donÕt know, if
David asked me I might consider it,Ó she teased.
Laurie laughed. ÒWould you like me
to drop a hint?Ó
ÒCome off it, Laurie,Ó Amy said.
ÒYou know how much he likes you. He doesnÕt even look at other girls.Ó
ÒHeÕd better not,Ó Laurie said. She
noticed that there was a wistful note to AmyÕs voice. Ever since Laurie had
started dating David, Amy had wanted to date a football player too. It
sometimes bothered Laurie that underlying their friendship was a constant
competition for boys, grades, popularity, almost everything one could compete
for. Even though they were best friends, that constant competition somehow
prevented them from being really close.
Suddenly there was a loud knock on
the door and someone tried the doorknob. Both girls jumped. ÒWho is it?Ó Laurie
asked.
ÒPrincipal Owens,Ó a deep voice
replied. ÒWhy is this door locked?Ó
AmyÕs eyes went wide with fear. She
quickly dropped her cigarette and started digging through her pocketbook for a
stick of gum or a mint.
ÒUh, it must have been an accident,Ó
Laurie replied nervously, going to the door.
ÒWell, open it immediately!Ó
Amy looked terrified.
Laurie gave her a helpless look and
pulled the door open.
Outside in the hall were Carl Block,
The GrapevineÕs investigative reporter, and Alex Cooper, the music reviewer.
They were both grinning.
ÒOh, you two!Ó Laurie said angrily.
Behind her Amy looked like she was going to faint as the two biggest practical
jokers in the school stepped into the room.
Carl was a tall, thin guy with blond
hair. Alex, who was stocky and dark, was wearing earphones connected to a small
tape player. ÒSomething illegal going on in here?Ó Carl asked slyly, making his
eyebrows bounce up and down.
ÒYou made me waste a perfectly good
cigarette,Ó Amy complained.
ÒTisk, tisk,Ó Alex said, looking on disapprovingly.
ÒSo how is the paper coming?Ó Carl
asked.
ÒWhat do you mean?Ó Laurie asked in
exasperation. ÒNeither of you has handed in your assignments for this issue.Ó
ÒOh-oh.Ó Alex was suddenly looking
at his watch and backing away toward the door. ÒI just remembered I have to
catch a plane to Argentina.Ó
ÒIÕll drive you to the airport!Ó
Carl said, following him out the door.
Laurie looked at Amy and shook her
head wearily. ÒThose two,Ó she mumbled, making a fist.
Something bothered Ben Ross. He
couldnÕt quite put his finger on it, but he was intrigued by the questions the
kids in his history class had asked him after the film that day. It made him
wonder. Why hadnÕt he been able to give the students adequate answers to their
questions? Was the behavior of the majority of Germans during the Nazi regime
really so inexplicable?
That afternoon before he left
school, Ross had stopped at the library and taken out an armful of books. His
wife, Christy would be playing tennis that evening with some friends, so he
knew he would have a long period of uninterrupted time to pursue his thoughts.
Now, several hours later, after reading through a number of books, Ben
suspected that he would not find the real answer written anywhere. It made him
wonder. Was this something historians knew words could not explain? Was it
something one could only understand by being there? Or, if
possible, by re-creating a similar situation?
The idea intrigued Ross. Suppose, he
thought, just suppose he took a period, perhaps two periods, and tried an
experiment. Just tried to give his students a sampling, a taste of what life in
Nazi Germany might have been like. If he could just figure out how it could be
done, how the experiment could be run, he was certain it would make far more of
an impression on the students than any book explanation could ever make. It
certainly was worth a try.
Christy Ross didnÕt get in that
night until after eleven oÕclock. SheÕd played tennis and then had dinner with
a friend. She got home to find her husband sitting at their kitchen table
surrounded by books.
ÒDoing your homework?Ó
ÒIn a way, yes,Ó Ben Ross replied
without looking up from his books.
On top of one of the books Christy
noticed an empty glass and an empty plate with a few crumbs from what once must
have been a sandwich.
ÒWell, at least you remembered to
feed yourself,Ó she said, picking up the dish and placing it in the sink.
Her husband didnÕt answer. His nose
was still stuck in the book.
ÒI bet youÕre just dying to find out
how badly I beat Betty Lewis tonight,Ó she said, kidding him.
Ben looked up. ÒWhat?Ó
ÒI said I beat Betty Lewis tonight,Ó
Christy told him.
Her husband had a blank look on his
face.
Christy laughed. ÒBetty Lewis. You
know, the Betty Lewis who IÕve never won more than two games in a set from. I
beat her tonight. In two sets. Six-four; seven-five.Ó
ÒOh, uh, thatÕs very good,Ó Ben said absently. He looked back down at the book and
started reading again.
Someone else might have been
offended by his apparent rudeness, but Christy wasnÕt. She knew Ben was the
kind of person who got involved with things. Not just involved, but utterly
absorbed in them to the point where he tended to forget that the rest of the
world existed. SheÕd never forget the time in graduate school when he got
interested in American Indians. For months he was so wrapped up in Indians that
he forgot about the rest of his life. On weekends heÕd visit Indian
reservations or spend hours looking for old books in dusty libraries. He even
started bringing Indians home for dinner! And wearing deerskin moccasins!
Christy used to get up some mornings wondering if he was going to put on war
paint.
But that was the way Ben was. One
summer sheÕd taught him to play bridge, and within a month not only was he a
better bridge player than she, but he was driving her
crazy, insisting that they play bridge every minute of the day. He only calmed
down after he won a local bridge tournament and ran out of worthy competitors.
It was almost frightening, the way he lost himself in each new adventure.
Christy looked at the books
scattered about the kitchen table and sighed. ÒWhat is it this time?Ó she
asked. ÒThe Indians again? Astronomy? The behavioral characteristics of killer
whales?Ó
When her husband didnÕt answer, she
picked up some of the books. ÒThe Rise and Fall of the
Third Reich? HitlerÕs Youth?Ó She frowned. ÒWhat are you doing, cramming for a
degree in dictatorship?Ó
ÒNot funny,Ó Ben muttered without
looking up.
ÒYouÕre right,Ó Christy admitted.
Ben Ross sat back and looked at his
wife. ÒOne of my students asked me a question today that I couldnÕt answer.Ó
ÒSo what else is new?Ó Christy
asked.
ÒBut I donÕt think I ever saw the
answer written anywhere,Ó Ben told her. ÒIt just may be an answer they have to
learn for themselves.Ó
Christy Ross nodded. ÒWell, I can
see what kind of night this is going to be,Ó she said. ÒJust remember, tomorrow
you have to be awake enough to teach an entire day of classes.Ó
Her husband nodded. ÒI know, I
know.Ó
Christy Ross bent down and kissed
him on his forehead. ÒTry not to wake me. If you come to sleep tonight.Ó
The next day the students drifted in
slowly as usual. Some took their seats, others stood around talking. Robert
Billings was by the windows, tying knots in the blind cords. While he was doing
that, Brad, his incessant tormentor, walked past and patted him on the back,
sticking a small sign that said Òkick meÓ to his shirt.
It looked like just another typical
day in history class until the kids noticed that their teacher had written in
large letters across the blackboard: STRENGTH THROUGH DISCIPLINE.
ÒWhatÕs that supposed to mean?Ó
someone asked.
ÒIÕll tell you just as soon as
youÕre all seated,Ó Ben Ross answered. When the kids were all in their places,
he began to lecture. ÒToday I am going to talk to you about discipline.Ó
A collective groan went up from the
seated students. There were some teachers whose classes you knew would be a
drag, but most of the students expected RossÕs history class to be pretty
good—which meant no dumb lectures on stuff like discipline.
ÒHold it,Ó Ben told them. ÒBefore
you make a judgment, give this a chance. It could be exciting.Ó
ÒOh sure,Ó someone said.
ÒOh sure is right,Ó Ben told his
students. ÒNow when I talk about discipline, IÕm talking about power,Ó he said,
making a fist to accentuate the point. ÒAnd IÕm talking about success. Success through discipline. Is there anyone here who isnÕt
interested in power and success?Ó
ÒProbably Robert,Ó Brad said. A
bunch of kids snickered.
ÒNow wait,Ó Ben told them. ÒDavid,
Brian, Eric, you play football. You already know it takes discipline to win.Ó
ÒThat must be why we havenÕt won a
game in two years,Ó Eric said, and the class laughed.
It took their teacher a few moments
to calm them down again. ÒListen,Ó he said, gesturing toward a pretty,
red-haired student who appeared to be sitting taller in her chair than those
around her. ÒAndrea, youÕre a ballet dancer. DoesnÕt it take ballet dancers
long, hard hours of work to develop their skills?Ó
She nodded, and Ross turned to the
rest of the class. ÒItÕs the same with every art. Painting, writing,
music—all of them take years of hard work and discipline to master. Hard
work, discipline, and control.Ó
ÒSo what?Ó said a student who was
slouching down in his chair.
ÒSo what?Ó Ben asked. ÒIÕll show
you. Suppose I could prove to you that you can create power through discipline.
Suppose we could do it right here in this classroom. What would you say to
that?Ó
Ross had expected another wisecrack,
and he was surprised when it didnÕt come. Instead the students were becoming
interested and curious. Ben went behind his desk and pulled his wooden chair in
front of the room so that all the students could see it.
ÒAll right,Ó he said. ÒDiscipline
begins with posture. Amy come up here for a minute.Ó
As Amy rose, Brian mumbled, ÒTeacherÕs
pet.Ó Normally that would have been enough to start the entire class laughing,
but only a few chuckled. The rest ignored him. Everyone was wondering what their teacher was up to.
As Amy sat in the chair at the front
of the room, Ben instructed her on how to sit. ÒPlace your hands flat across
the small of your back and force your spine straight up. There, canÕt you breathe more easily?Ó
Around the classroom, many of the
students were imitating the position they saw Amy taking. But even though they
were sitting straighter, some couldnÕt help finding it humorous. David was the
next to try his hand at a joke: ÒIs this history, or did I come to phys ed
by mistake?Ó he asked. A few kids laughed, but still tried to improve their
posture.
ÒCome on, David,Ó Ben said. ÒGive it
a try. WeÕve had enough wise-guy remarks.Ó
Grudgingly David pushed himself up
straight in his chair. Meanwhile their teacher walked down
each aisle, checking the posture of each student. It was amazing, Ross
thought. Somehow heÕd hooked them. Why, even Robert É
ÒClass,Ó Ben announced, ÒI want
everyone to see how RobertÕs legs are parallel. His ankles are locked, his knees are bent at ninety degrees. See how
straight his spine is. Chin tucked in, head up. ThatÕs very good, Robert.Ó
Robert, the class nerd, looked up at
his teacher and smiled briefly, then returned to his stiff upright position.
Around the room the other students tried to copy him.
Ben returned to the front of the
classroom. ÒAll right. Now I want you all to get up and walk around the room.
When I give the command, I want you to return to your seats as quickly as
possible and as**sume the proper seating posture.
Come on, everyone, up, up, up.Ó
The students stood up and started
wandering around the room. Ben knew he couldnÕt let them go too long or theyÕd
lose their concentration on the exercise, so he quickly said, ÒTake your
seats!Ó
The students dashed back to their
seats. There were bumps and grunts as a few ran into each other, and around the
room some kids laughed, but the dominant sound was the loud scraping of chair
legs as the kids sat down.
In the front of the room, Ben shook
his head. ÒThat was the most disorganized mess IÕve ever seen. This isnÕt duck,
duck, goose, this is an experiment in movement and
posture. Now come on, letÕs try it again. This time without
the chatter. The quicker and more controlled you are, the faster you
will be able to reach your seats properly. Okay? Now, everyone, up!Ó
For the next twenty minutes the
class practiced getting out of their seats, wandering around in apparent
disorganization and then, at their teacherÕs command, quickly returning to
their seats and the correct seated posture. Ben shouted orders more like a
drill sergeant than a teacher. Once they seemed to have mastered quick and
correct seating, he threw in a new twist. They would still leave their seats
and return. But now they would return from the hallway and Ross would time them
with a stopwatch.
On the first try, it took
forty-eight seconds. The second time they were able to do it in half a minute.
Before the last attempt, David had an idea.
ÒListen,Ó he told his classmates as
they stood outside in the hall waiting for Mr. RossÕs signal. ÒLetÕs line up in
the order of who has to go the farthest to reach their desks inside. That way
we wonÕt have to bump into each other.Ó
The rest of the class agreed. As
they got into the correct order, they couldnÕt help noticing that Robert was at
the head of the line. ÒThe new head of the class,Ó someone whispered as they
waited nervously for their teacher to give them the sign. Ben snapped his
fingers and the column of students moved quickly and quietly into the room. As
the last student reached his seat, Ben clicked the stopwatch off. He was
smiling. ÒSixteen seconds.Ó
The class cheered.
ÒAll right, all right, quiet down,Ó
their teacher said, returning to the front of the room. To his surprise, the
students calmed down quickly. The silence that suddenly filled the room was
almost eerie. Normally the only time the room was that still, Ross thought, was
when it was empty.
ÒNow, there are three more rules
that you must obey,Ó he told them. ÒOne. Everybody must have pencils and note paper for note-taking. Two. When asking or answering a
question, you must stand at the side of your seats. And three. The first words
you say when answering or asking a question are, ÔMr. Ross.Õ All right?Ó
Around the room, heads nodded.
ÒAll right,Ó Mr. Ross said. ÒBrad,
who was the British Prime Minister before Churchill?Ó
Still sitting at his seat, Brad
chewed nervously on a fingernail. ÒUh, wasnÕt it—Ó
But before he could say more, Mr.
Ross quickly cut him off. ÒWrong, Brad, you already forgot the rules I just
told you.Ó He looked across the room at Robert. ÒRobert, show Brad the proper procedure for answering a question.Ó
Instantly Robert stood up next to
his desk at attention. ÒMr. Ross.Ó
ÒCorrect,Ó Mr. Ross said. ÒThank
you, Robert.Ó
ÒAw, this is dumb,Ó Brad mumbled.
ÒJust because you couldnÕt do it
right,Ó someone said.
ÒBrad,Ó Mr. Ross said, Òwho was the
Prime Minister before Churchill?Ó
This time Brad rose and stood beside
his desk. ÒMr. Ross, it was, uh, Prime Minister, uh.Ó
ÒYouÕre still too slow, Brad,Ó Mr.
Ross said. ÒFrom now on, everyone make your answers as short as possible, and
spit them out when asked. Now, Brad, try again.Ó
This time Brad snapped up beside his
seat. ÒMr. Ross, Chamberlain.Ó
Ben nodded approvingly. ÒNow thatÕs
the way to answer a question. Punctual, precise, with punch.
Andrea, what country did Hitler invade in September of 1939?Ó
Andrea, the ballet
dancer, stood stiffly by her desk. ÒMr. Ross, I donÕt know.Ó
Mr. Ross smiled. ÒStill, a good
response because you used proper form. Amy, do you know the answer?Ó
Amy hopped up beside her desk. ÒMr.
Ross, Poland.Ó
ÒExcellent,Ó Mr. Ross said. ÒBrian,
what was the name of HitlerÕs political party?Ó
Brian quickly got out of his chair.
ÒMr. Ross, the Nazis.Ó
Mr. Ross nodded. ÒThatÕs good,
Brian. Very quick. Now, does anyone know the official
name of the party? Laurie?Ó
Laurie Saunders stood up beside her
desk. ÒThe National Socialist—Ó
ÒNo!Ó There was a sharp bang as Mr.
Ross struck his desktop with a ruler. ÒNow do it again correctly.Ó
Laurie sat down, a confused look on
her face. What had she done wrong? David leaned over and whispered in her ear.
Oh, right. She stood up again. ÒMr. Ross, the National Socialist German
WorkersÕ Party.Ó
ÒCorrect,Ó Mr. Ross replied.
Mr. Ross kept asking questions, and
around the room students jumped to attention, eager to show that they knew both
the answer and the correct form with which to give it. It was a far cry from
the normally casual atmosphere of the classroom, but neither Ben nor his
students reflected on that fact. They were too caught up in this new game. The
speed and precision of each question and answer were exhilarating. Soon Ben was
perspiring as he shouted each question out and another student rose sharply
beside his or her desk to shout back a terse reply.
ÒPeter, who proposed the Lend-Lease
Act?Ó
ÒMr. Ross, Roosevelt.Ó
ÒRight. Eric, who died in the death
camps?Ó
ÒMr. Ross, the Jews.Ó
ÒAnyone else, Brad?Ó
ÒMr. Ross, gypsies, homosexuals, and
the feeble-minded.Ó
ÒGood. Amy, why were they murdered?Ó
ÒMr. Ross, because they werenÕt part
of the superior race.Ó
ÒCorrect. David, who ran the death
camps?Ó
ÒMr. Ross, the S.S.Ó
ÒExcellent!Ó
Out in the hall, the bells were
ringing, but no one in the classroom moved from their seat. Still carried by
the momentum of the classÕs progress that period, Ben stood at the front of the
room and issued the final order of the day. ÒTonight, finish reading chapter
seven and read the first half of chapter eight. ThatÕs all, class dismissed.Ó
Before him the class rose in what seemed like a single movement and rushed out
into the hall.
ÒWow, that was weird, man, it was
like a rush,Ó Brian gasped in uncharacteristic enthusiasm. He and some of the
students from Mr. RossÕs class were standing in a tight pack in the corridor,
still riding on the energy theyÕd felt in the classroom.
ÒIÕve never felt anything like that
before,Ó said Eric beside him.
ÒWell, it sure beats taking notes,Ó
Amy cracked.
ÒYeah,Ó Brian said. He and a couple
of other students laughed.
ÒHey, but donÕt knock it,Ó David
said. ÒThat was really different. It was like, when we all acted together, we
were more than just a class. We were a unit. Remember what Mr. Ross said about
power? I think he was right. DidnÕt you feel it?Ó
ÒAw, youÕre taking it too
seriously,Ó said Brad behind him.
ÒYeah?Ó David said. ÒWell then, how
do you explain it?Ó
Brad shrugged. ÒWhatÕs to explain?
Ross asked questions, we answered them. It was like any other class except we
had to sit up straight and stand next to our desks. I think youÕre making a big
deal out of nothing.Ó
ÒI donÕt know, Brad,Ó David said as
he turned and left the pack of students.
ÒWhereÕre you going?Ó Brian asked.
ÒThe John,Ó David answered. ÒCatch
up to you in the cafeteria.Ó
ÒOkay,Ó Brian said.
ÒHey, remember to sit up straight,Ó
Brad said, and the others laughed.
David pushed through the door to the
menÕs room. He really wasnÕt sure if Brad was right or not. Maybe he was making
a big deal out of nothing, but on the other hand, there had been that feeling,
that group unity. Maybe it didnÕt make that much difference in the classroom.
After all, you were just answering questions. But suppose you took that group
feeling, that high energy feeling, and got the football team into it. There
were some good athletes on the team, it made David mad
that they had such a bad record. They really werenÕt that bad—they were
just undermotivated and disorganized. David knew that
if he could ever get the team even half as charged up as Mr. RossÕs history
class had been that day, they could tear apart most of the teams in their
league.
Inside the john, David heard the
second bell ring, warning students that the next period was about to begin. He
stepped out of a stall and was heading to the sinks when he saw someone and
stopped abruptly. The bathroom had emptied out and only one person was left,
Robert. He was standing in front of a mirror, tucking in his shirt, unaware
that he wasnÕt alone. As David watched, the class loser straightened some of
the hair on his head and stared at his reflection. Then he snapped to attention
and his lips moved silently, as if he was still in Mr. RossÕs class answering
questions.
David stood motionless as Robert
practiced the move again. And again.
Late that night in their bedroom,
Christy Ross sat on the side of the bed in her red nightgown and brushed her
long auburn hair. Near her Ben was pulling his pajamas out of a drawer. ÒYou
know,Ó he said, ÒI would have thought theyÕd all hate it, being ordered around
and forced to sit straight and recite answers. Instead they took to it like
theyÕd been waiting for something like this their whole lives. It was weird.Ó
ÒDonÕt you think they were just
playing it like a game?Ó Christy asked. ÒSimply competing with each other to
see who could be the fastest and straightest?Ó
ÒIÕm sure that was part of it,Ó Ben
told his wife. ÒBut even a game is something you either choose to play or not
to play. They didnÕt have to play that game, but they wanted to. The strangest
thing was, once we started I could feel them wanting more. They wanted to be
disciplined. And each time they mastered one discipline,
they wanted another. When the bell rang at the end of
the period and they were still in their seats, I knew it meant more to them
than just a game.Ó
Christy stopped brushing her hair.
ÒYou mean they stayed after the bell?Ó she asked.
Ben nodded. ÒThatÕs what I mean.Ó
His wife looked at him skeptically
but then grinned. ÒBen, I think youÕve created a monster.Ó
ÒHardly,Ó Ben replied, chuckling.
Christy put down her brush and
rubbed some cream into her face. On his side of the bed, Ben was pulling on his
pajama top. Christy was waiting for her husband to lean over for their
customary goodnight kiss. But tonight it was not forthcoming. He was still lost
in thought.
ÒBen?Ó Christy said.
ÒYeah?Ó
ÒDo you think youÕll go on with it
tomorrow?Ó
ÒI donÕt think so,Ó her husband
replied. ÒWeÕve got to get on to the Japanese campaign.Ó
Christy closed the jar of cream and
settled comfortably into the bed. But on his side Ben still had not moved. He
had told his wife how surprisingly enthusiastic his students had been that
afternoon, but he had not told her that he too had gotten caught up in it. It
would almost be embarrassing to admit that he could get swept up in such a
simple game. But yet on reflection he knew that he had. The fierce exchange of
questions and answers, the quest for perfect discipline—it had been
infectious and, in a way, mesmerizing. He had enjoyed his studentsÕ
accomplishment. Interesting, he thought as he got into bed.
For Ben, what happened the next day
was extremely unusual. Instead of his students
straggling into class after the bell had rung, it was he who was late. HeÕd
accidentally left his lecture notes and book on Japan in his car that morning
and had to run out to the parking lot before class to get them. As he rushed
into the classroom he expected to find a madhouse, but he was in for a
surprise.
In his room were five neat rows of
desks, seven desks to a row. At each desk a student sat stiffly in the posture
Ben had taught them the previous day. The room was silent, and Ross surveyed
his class uneasily. Was it a joke? Here and there he saw a face on the verge of
smiling, but those were clearly outnumbered by faces at stiff attention,
staring straight ahead, concentrating. A few students glanced at him
uncertainly—waiting to see if heÕd carry it further. Should he? It was
such an experience and so different from the norm that it tantalized him. What
could they learn from this? What could he learn? Tempted by the unknown, Ben
decided it was worth finding out.
ÒWell, okayÓ he said, putting away
his notes. ÒWhatÕs going on here?Ó
The students looked at him
uncertainly.
Ben looked toward the far side of
the room. ÒRobert?Ó
Robert Billings quickly rose beside
his desk. His shirt was tucked in and his hair was combed. ÒMr. Ross,
discipline.Ó
ÒYes, discipline,Ó Mr. Ross agreed. ÒBut thatÕs just part of it. ThereÕs something
more.Ó Then he turned to the blackboard, and underneath the large ÒSTRENGTH
THROUGH DISCIPLINEÓ from the day before, he added, ÒCOMMUNITY.Ó
He turned back to the class.
ÒCommunity is the bond between people who work and struggle together for a
common goal. ItÕs like building a barn with your neighbors.Ó
A few students in the room chuckled.
But David knew what Mr. Ross was saying. It was what heÕd thought about
yesterday after class. It was the kind of team spirit the football team needed.
ÒItÕs the feeling that youÕre part
of something thatÕs more important than yourself,Ó Mr. Ross was telling them.
ÒYouÕre a movement, a team, a cause. YouÕre committed to something—Ó
ÒI think we ought to be committed
all right,Ó someone mumbled, but the nearby students hushed him.
ÒLike discipline,Ó Mr. Ross
continued, Òto understand community fully you have to experience it and
participate in it. From now on, our two mottos will be, ÔStrength Through
DisciplineÕ and ÔStrength Through Community.Õ Everyone, repeat our mottos.Ó
Around the room, students rose
beside their desks and recited the slogans: ÒStrength Through Discipline,
Strength Through Community.Ó
A few students, including Laurie and
Brad, did not join them, but sat uncomfortably in their chairs as Mr. Ross had
the class repeat the mottos again. Finally Laurie rose, and
then Brad. Now the entire class stood beside their desks.
ÒWhat we need now is a symbol for
our new community,Ó Mr. Ross told them. He turned back to the board and, after
a momentÕs thought, drew a circle with the outline of a wave inside it. ÒThis
will be our symbol. A wave is a pattern of change. It has movement, direction,
and impact. From now on, our community, our movement will be known as The
Wave.Ó He paused and looked at the class standing at stiff attention, accepting
everything he told them. ÒAnd this will be our salute,Ó he said, cupping his
right hand in the shape of a wave, then tapping it against his left shoulder
and holding it upright. ÒClass, give the salute,Ó he ordered.
The class gave the salute. Some hit
their right shoulders instead of their left. Others forgot to hit their
shoulders entirely. ÒAgain,Ó Ross ordered, making the salute himself. He
repeated the exercise until everyone had it right.
ÒAll right,Ó their teacher said when
theyÕd gotten it. Once again the class could feel the resurgence of power and
unity that had overwhelmed them the day before. ÒThis is our salute and our
salute only,Ó he told them. ÒWhenever you see another Wave member, you will
salute. Robert, salute and give our mottos.Ó
Standing stiffly beside his seat,
Robert performed the salute and replied, ÒMr. Ross, Strength Through
Discipline, Strength Through Community.Ó
ÒVery good,Ó Ben said. ÒPeter, Amy,
and Eric, salute and recite our motto with Robert.Ó
The four students obediently saluted
and chanted, ÒStrength Through Discipline, Strength Through Community.Ó
ÒBrian, Andrea, and Laurie,Ó Mr.
Ross commanded. ÒJoin them and repeat.Ó
Now seven students joined in the
chant, then fourteen, then twenty, until the whole class was saluting and
chanting loudly in unison. ÒStrength Through Discipline, Strength Through
Community.Ó Like a regiment, Ben thought, just like a regiment.
In the gym after school, David and
Eric sat on the floor in their football practice jerseys. They were a little
early for practice and were having a heated debate.
ÒI think itÕs dumb,Ó Eric said as he
tied the laces on his cleats. ÒItÕs just a game in history class, thatÕs all.Ó
ÒBut that doesnÕt mean it couldnÕt
work.Ó David insisted. ÒWhat do you think we learned it for, anyway? To keep it a secret? IÕm telling you, Eric, this is just
what the team needs.Ó
ÒWell, youÕre gonna have to convince Coach Schiller of that,Ó Eric
said. ÒAnd IÕm not going to tell him.Ó
ÒWhat are you scared of?Ó David
asked. ÒYou think Mr. Ross is gonna punish me because
I tell a couple of people about The Wave?Ó
Eric shrugged. ÒNo, man. I think
theyÕre gonna laugh.Ó
Brian came out of the locker room
and joined them on the floor.
ÒHey,Ó David said, Òwhat do you
think of us trying to get the rest of the team into The Wave?Ó
Brian tugged at his shoulder pads
and thought about it. ÒYou think The Wave could stop that
two-hundred-and-twenty-pound linebacker from Clarkstown?Ó
he asked. ÒI swear, thatÕs all I think about. I keep
picturing me calling for the snap and then this thing appears in front of me,
this giant thing in a Clarkstown uniform. It steps on my center, it squashes my
guards. ItÕs so big I canÕt go left, I canÕt go right, I canÕt throw
over it ÉÓ Brian rolled on his back on the floor and pretended someone was
bearing down on him. ÒIt just keeps coming and coming. Ahhhhhhhhhh!Ó
Eric and David laughed, and Brian
sat up. ÒIÕll do anything,Ó he told them. ÒEat my Wheaties, join The Wave, do
my homework. Anything to stop that guy.Ó
More players had gathered around
them, including a junior named Deutsch, who was the second-string quarterback
behind Brian. Everyone on the team knew that Deutsch wanted nothing more in the
world than to steal BrianÕs position from him. As a result, the two of them
didnÕt get along.
ÒI hear you say youÕre afraid of the
Clarkstown team?Ó Deutsch asked Brian. ÒIÕll take
your place, man, just say the word.Ó
ÒThey let you into the game and
weÕll have no chance at all,Ó Brian told him.
Deutsch sneered. ÒThe only reason
youÕre first string is Õcause youÕre a senior,Ó he said.
Still sitting on the gym floor,
Brian gazed up at the junior. ÒMan, you are the most conceited bag of no talent
IÕve ever seen,Ó he said.
ÒOh yeah, look whoÕs talking,Ó
Deutsch snarled back.
The next thing David knew, Brian had
jumped to his feet and had his fists up. David lunged between the two
quarterbacks. ÒThatÕs just what I was talking about!Ó he yelled as he pushed
them apart. ÒWeÕre supposed to be a team. WeÕre supposed to support each other.
The reason weÕve been so bad is because all weÕve been doing is fighting with
each other.Ó
More football players were in the
gym now. ÒWhatÕs he talking about?Ó one of them asked.
David turned. ÒIÕm talking about
unity. IÕm talking about discipline. We have to start acting like a team. Like
we have a common goal. Your job on this team isnÕt to steal another guyÕs
position. Your job is to help this team win.Ó
ÒI could help this team win,Ó Deutsch
said. ÒAll Coach SchillerÕs got to do is make me the first-string quarterback.Ó
ÒNo, man!Ó David yelled at him. ÒA
bunch of self-serving individuals donÕt make a team. You know why weÕve done so
bad this year? Because weÕre twenty-five one-man teams all wearing the same
Gordon High uniforms. You want to be first-string quarterback on a team that
doesnÕt win? Or do you want to be second-string on a team that does win?Ó
Deutsch shrugged.
ÒIÕm tired of losing,Ó said another
player.
ÒYeah,Ó said someone else. ÒItÕs a
drag. This school doesnÕt even take us seriously anymore.Ó
ÒIÕd give up my position and be a waterboy if it meant winning a game,Ó said a third.
ÒWell, we could win,Ó said David.
ÒIÕm not saying weÕll be able to go out and destroy Clarkstown
on Saturday but if we start trying to be a team, I bet we could win a few games
this year.Ó
Most of the members of the football
team were there by this time, and as David looked around at their faces he
could see that they were interested.
ÒOkay,Ó said one. ÒWhat do we do?Ó
David hesitated for a moment. What
they could do was The Wave. But who was he to tell them? HeÕd only learned of
it the day before himself. Suddenly he felt someone nudging him.
ÒTell them,Ó Eric whispered. ÒTell Õem about The Wave.Ó
What the hell, David thought. ÒOkay,
all I know is you gotta start by learning the mottos.
And this is the salute ÉÓ
That evening Laurie Saunders told
her parents about her last two days of history class. The Saunders family was
sitting at the dining room table finishing dinner. Through most of the meal,
LaurieÕs father had given them a stroke-by-stroke description of the 78 heÕd
shot in golf that afternoon. Mr. Saunders ran a division of a large
semi-conductor company. LaurieÕs mother said that she didnÕt mind his passion
for golf because on the course he managed to get out all the pressures and
frustrations of his job. She said she couldnÕt explain how he did it, but as
long as he came home in a good mood, she wasnÕt going to argue.
Neither was Laurie, although
listening to her father talk about his golf game
sometimes bored her to death. It was better that he was easy-going, rather than
a worry-wart like her mother, who was probably the
brightest and most perceptive woman Laurie had ever encountered. She
practically ran the countyÕs League of Women Voters by herself and was so
politically astute that aspiring politicians seeking local offices were always
asking her to advise them.
For Laurie, her mother was lots of fun when things were going well. She was full of
ideas, and you could talk to her for hours. But other times, when Laurie was
upset about something or was having a problem, her mother was
murder—there was no way to hide anything from her. And once Laurie had
admitted what the difficulty was, she wouldnÕt leave her alone.
When Laurie started telling them
about The Wave at dinner, it was mostly because she couldnÕt stand listening to
her father talk about golf for another minute. She could tell her mother was
bored too. For the last quarter hour Mrs. Saunders had been scratching a wax
stain out of the tablecloth with her fingernail.
ÒIt was incredible,Ó Laurie was
saying about the class. ÒEveryone was saluting and repeating the motto. You
couldnÕt help but get caught up in it. You know, really wanting to make it
work. Feeling all that energy building around you.Ó
Mrs. Saunders stopped scratching the
tablecloth and looked at her daughter. ÒI donÕt think I like it, Laurie. It
sounds too militaristic to me.Ó
ÒOh, Mom,Ó Laurie said, Òyou always take things the wrong way. ItÕs nothing like
that. Honest, youÕd just have to be there feeling the
positive energy in the class to really get whatÕs going on.Ó
Mr. Saunders agreed. ÒTo tell you
the truth, IÕm for whatever will make these kids pay attention to anything
these days.Ó
ÒAnd thatÕs what itÕs really doing,
Mom,Ó Laurie said. ÒEven the bad kids are into it. You know Robert Billings,
the class creep? Even heÕs part of a group. No oneÕs
picked on him for two whole days. Tell me that isnÕt positive.Ó
ÒBut youÕre supposed to be learning
history,Ó Mrs. Saunders argued. ÒNot how to be part of a group.Ó
ÒWell, you know,Ó her husband said,
Òthis country was built by people who were part of a group—the Pilgrims,
the Founding Fathers. I donÕt think itÕs wrong for Laurie to be learning how to
cooperate. If I could get some more cooperation down at the plant instead of
this constant back-biting and bickering and everyone trying to cover his own
you-know-what, we wouldnÕt be behind in production this year.Ó
ÒI didnÕt say that it was wrong to
cooperate,Ó Mrs. Saunders replied. ÒBut still, people have to do things in
their own way. You talk about the greatness of this country and youÕre talking
about people who werenÕt afraid to act as individuals.Ó
ÒMom, I really think youÕre taking
this the wrong way,Ó Laurie said. ÒMr. Ross has just found a way to get
everybody involved. And weÕre still doing our homework. ItÕs not like weÕve
forgotten about history.Ó
But her mother was not to be
appeased. ÒThatÕs all very well and good. But it just doesnÕt sound like the
right thing for you, Laurie. Babe, weÕve raised you to be an individual.Ó
LaurieÕs father turned to his wife.
ÒMidge, donÕt you think youÕre taking all this a little too seriously? A little
bit of community spirit is a terrific thing for these kids.Ó
ÒThatÕs right, Mom,Ó Laurie said,
smiling. ÒHavenÕt you always said that I was a little too independent?Ó
Mrs. Saunders was not amused.
ÒHoney, just remember that the popular thing is not always the right thing.Ó
ÒOh, Mom,Ó Laurie said, annoyed that
her mother would not see her side of the argument at all. ÒEither youÕre being
stubborn or you just donÕt understand this at all.Ó
ÒReally, Midge,Ó Mr. Saunders said.
ÒIÕm sure LaurieÕs history teacher knows exactly what heÕs doing. I donÕt see
why you should make this into a big deal.Ó
ÒYou donÕt think itÕs dangerous to
allow a teacher to manipulate students like that?Ó Mrs. Saunders asked her
husband.
ÒMr. Ross isnÕt manipulating us,Ó
Laurie said. ÒHeÕs one of my best teachers. He knows what heÕs doing, and as
far as IÕm concerned what heÕs doing is for the classÕs good. I wish some of my
other teachers were as interesting.Ó
LaurieÕs mother seemed ready to keep
arguing, but her husband changed the subject. ÒWhereÕs David tonight?Ó he
asked. ÒIsnÕt he coming over?Ó David often came over in the evening, usually on
the pretense of studying with Laurie. But inevitably heÕd wind up in the den
with Mr. Saunders talking about sports or engineering. Since David hoped to
study engineering just as Mr. Saunders had, they had lots to talk about. Mr.
Saunders had also played high school football. Mrs. Saunders had once told
Laurie that it was surely a match made in heaven.
Laurie shook her head. ÒHeÕs home
studying tomorrowÕs history as**signment.Ó
Mr. Saunders looked surprised.
ÒDavid studying? Now thereÕs something to be concerned about.Ó
Because Ben and Christy Ross both
taught full-time at the high school, they had grown accustomed to sharing many
of the after-school chores around their house—cooking, cleaning, and
running errands. That afternoon Christy had to take her car into the shop to
get the muffler replaced, so Ben had agreed that heÕd cook. But after that
history class he felt too preoccupied to bother cooking. Instead he stopped at
the Chinese take-out place on the way home and picked up some eggrolls and egg
foo yung.
When Christy got home around
dinnertime, she found the table not covered with plates for dinner, but with
books, again. Looking over the brown paper take-out bags on the kitchen
counter, she asked, ÒYou call this dinner?Ó
Ben looked up from the table. ÒIÕm
sorry, Chris. IÕm just so preoccupied with this class. And IÕve got so much to
do to prepare for it, I didnÕt want to take time to cook.Ó
Christy nodded. It wasnÕt as if he
did this every time it was his turn to cook. She could forgive him this time.
She started unpacking the food. ÒSo how is your experiment going, Dr.
Frankenstein? Have your monsters turned on you yet?Ó
ÒOn the contrary,Ó her husband
replied. ÒMost of them are actually turning into human beings!Ó
ÒYou donÕt say,Ó said Christy.
ÒI happen to know that theyÕre all
keeping up on their reading,Ó Ben said. ÒSome of them are even reading ahead.
ItÕs as if they suddenly love being prepared for class.Ó
ÒOr theyÕre suddenly afraid of being
unprepared,Ó his wife observed.
But Ben ignored her comment. ÒNo, I
really think theyÕve improved. At least, theyÕre behaving better.Ó
Christy shook her head. ÒThese canÕt
be the same kids I have for music.Ó
ÒIÕm telling you,Ó her husband said,
ÒitÕs amazing how much more they like you when you make decisions for them.Ó
ÒSure, it means less work for them.
They donÕt have to think for themselves,Ó Christy said. ÒBut now stop reading
and clear some of those books away so we can eat.Ó
As Ben made room on the kitchen
table, Christy set the food out. When Ben stood up Christy thought he was going
to help her, but instead he started pacing around the kitchen, deep in thought.
Christy went on getting the meal ready, but she too was thinking about The
Wave. There was something about it that bothered her, something about the tone
of her husbandÕs voice when he spoke about his class—as if they were now
better students than the rest of the school. As she sat down at the table she
said, ÒHow far do you plan to push this, Ben?Ó
ÒI donÕt know,Ó Ross answered. ÒBut
I think it could be fascinating to see.Ó
Christy watched her husband pace
around the kitchen, lost in thought. ÒWhy donÕt you sit down?Ó she said. ÒYour
egg foo yungÕs going to get cold.Ó
ÒYou know,Ó her husband said as he
came to the table and sat down, Òthe funny thing is, I feel myself getting
caught up in it too. ItÕs contagious.Ó
Christy nodded. That was obvious.
ÒMaybe youÕre becoming a guinea pig in your own experiment,Ó she said. Although
she made it sound like a joke, she was hoping heÕd take it as a warning.
Both David and Laurie lived within
walking distance of Gordon High. DavidÕs route didnÕt necessarily lead past
LaurieÕs house, but ever since tenth grade heÕd always gone out of his way.
When he first noticed her, as a sophomore, he used to walk down her street on
the way to school every morning, hoping that he would pass her house just as
she was leaving for school. At first he managed to run into her only about once
a week. But as the weeks passed and they got to know each other, he began to
catch her more frequently until, by the spring, they walked together almost
every day. For a long time David thought this was just a matter of luck and
good timing. It never occurred to him that from the beginning Laurie had waited
at her window, watching for him. At first she had only pretended to Òrun intoÓ
him once a week. Later she Òran intoÓ him more often.
When David picked Laurie up to walk
with her to school the next morning, he was bursting with brainstorms. ÒIÕm
telling you, Laurie,Ó he said as they walked along a sidewalk toward school.
ÒThis is just what the football team needs.Ó
ÒWhat the football team needs,Ó
Laurie told him, Òis a quarterback who can pass, a running back who doesnÕt
fumble, a couple of linebackers who arenÕt afraid to tackle, an end who—Ó
ÒStop it,Ó David said irritably.
ÒIÕm serious. I got the team into it yesterday. Brian and Eric helped me. The
guys really responded to it. I mean, itÕs not like we
improved in only one practice, but I could feel it. I could really feel the
team spirit. Even Coach Schiller was impressed. He said we were like a new
team.Ó
ÒMy mother says it sounds like
brainwashing to her,Ó Laurie said.
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒShe says Mr. Ross is manipulating
us.Ó
ÒSheÕs crazy,Ó David said. ÒHow
could she know? And besides, what do you care what your mother says? You know
she worries about everything.Ó
ÒI didnÕt say I agreed with her,Ó
Laurie said.
ÒWell, you didnÕt say you disagreed
with her either,Ó David said.
ÒI was just telling you what she
said,Ó Laurie replied.
David wouldnÕt let it drop. ÒHow
does she know, anyway? She canÕt possibly understand what The Wave is about
unless sheÕs been in class to see it work. Parents always think they know
everything!Ó
Laurie suddenly felt an urge to
disagree with him, but she restrained herself. She didnÕt want to start a fight
with David over something so petty. She hated it when they quarreled. Besides,
for all she knew, The Wave might be just what the football team needed. They
certainly needed something. She decided to change the subject. ÒDid you find
help for calculus?Ó
David shrugged. ÒNaw,
the only kids who know anything are in my class.Ó
ÒSo why not ask one of them?Ó
ÒNo way,Ó David said. ÒI donÕt want
any of them to know IÕm having trouble.Ó
ÒWhy not?Ó Laurie asked. ÒIÕm sure
someone would help you.Ó
ÒOf course they would,Ó David said.
ÒBut I donÕt want their help.Ó
Laurie sighed. It was true that lots
of kids at school were competitive about grades and class standing. But few
took it as far as David did. ÒWell,Ó she said, ÒI know Amy didnÕt say anything
at lunch, but if you canÕt find anyone else she could probably help you.Ó
ÒAmy?Ó
ÒSheÕs incredibly smart in math,Ó
Laurie explained. ÒI bet you could give her your problem and sheÕd have it
figured out in ten minutes.Ó
ÒBut I asked her at lunch,Ó David
said.
ÒShe was just being shy,Ó Laurie
said. ÒI think she likes Brian and she just doesnÕt want to intimidate him by
seeming too brainy.Ó
David laughed. ÒI donÕt think she
has to worry, Laurie. The only way she could intimidate him was if she weighed
two hundred pounds and wore a Clarkstown uniform.Ó
When the students arrived in class
that day, there was a large poster in the back of the room with a blue wave
symbol on it. They found Mr. Ross dressed differently than usual. Where before
heÕd come to class in casual clothes, today he wore a blue suit, white shirt,
and a tie. The students went quickly to their seats as their teacher walked up
and down the aisles passing out small yellow cards.
Brad nudged Laurie. ÒItÕs not time
for report cards,Ó he whispered.
Laurie stared at the card sheÕd
received. ÒItÕs a Wave membership card,Ó she whispered back.
ÒWhat?Ó Brad hissed.
ÒAll right,Ó Mr. Ross slapped his
hands together loudly. ÒNo talking.Ó
Brad sat up straight in his seat.
But Laurie understood his surprise. Membership cards? It must have been a joke.
Meanwhile, Mr. Ross had finished distributing the cards and stood in the front
of the room.
ÒNow you will all have membership
cards,Ó Mr. Ross announced. ÒIf you turn them over you will find that some of
them have been marked with a red X. If you have a red X you are to be a
monitor, and you will report directly to me any members of The Wave who do not
obey our rules.Ó
Around the room students were
scrutinizing their cards and turning them over to see if they had a red X.
Those who had them, like Robert and Brian, were smiling. Those who didnÕt, like
Laurie, seemed less pleased.
Laurie raised her hand.
ÒYes, Laurie,Ó Ben said.
ÒUh, whatÕs the point of this?Ó
Laurie asked.
There was a silence around the room
and Ben did not answer right away. Then he said, ÒArenÕt you forgetting
something?Ó
ÒOh, right.Ó Laurie got up and stood
next to her desk. ÒMr. Ross, whatÕs the point of these cards?Ó
Ben had expected someone to question
him on the cards. The reason for them would not be apparent immediately. For
now he said, ÒItÕs just an example of how a group might monitor itself.Ó
Laurie had no other questions, so
Ben turned to the blackboard and added another word to ÒStrength Through
Discipline, Strength Through Community.Ó TodayÕs word was ÒAction.Ó
ÒNow that we understand Discipline
and Community,Ó he told the class, ÒAction is our next lesson. Ultimately,
discipline and community are meaningless without action. Discipline gives you
the right to action. A disciplined group with a goal can take action to achieve
it. They must take action to achieve it. Class, do you believe in The Wave?Ó
There was a split-second hesitation,
and then the class rose in unison and answered in what seemed like a single
voice. ÒMr. Ross, yes!Ó
Mr. Ross nodded. ÒThen you must take
action! Never be afraid to act on what you believe. As The Wave you must act
together like a well-oiled machine. Through hard work and allegiance to each
other, you will learn faster and accomplish more. But only if you support one
another, and only if you work together and obey the rules, can you ensure the
success of The Wave.Ó
As he spoke, the class members stood
beside their desks at attention. Laurie Saunders stood with them, but she did
not feel the high energy and unity sheÕd felt on previous days. In fact, today
there was something about the class, something about their singlemindedness
and absolute obedience to Mr. Ross that she would almost describe as creepy.
ÒBe seated,Ó Mr. Ross ordered, and
instantly the class sat. Their teacher continued his lesson. ÒWhen we first
began The Wave a few days ago I felt that some of you were actually competing
to give the right answers and to be better members than others. From now on I
want this to end. You are not competing against each other,
you are working together for a common cause. You must conceive of yourselves as
a team, a team of which you are all members. Remember, in The Wave you are all
equals. No one is more important or more popular than anyone else and no one is
to be excluded from the group. Community means equality within the group.
ÒNow your first action as a team
will be to actively recruit new members. To become a member of The Wave, each
new student must demonstrate knowledge of our rules and pledge strict obedience
to them.Ó
David smiled as Eric looked over at
him and winked. This was what heÕd needed to hear. There was nothing wrong with
turning other kids on to The Wave. It was for the good of everybody. Especially the football team.
Mr. Ross had concluded his talk on
The Wave. He intended to spend the rest of the period reviewing the as**signment heÕd given the class the night before. But
suddenly a student named George Snyder was raising his hand.
ÒYes, George.Ó
George sprang from his seat to
attention by his desk. ÒMr. Ross, for the first time I feel like IÕm part of
something,Ó he announced. ÒSomething great.Ó
Around the room, startled students
stared at George. Feeling the eyes of the class upon him, George began to sink
back into his chair. But then Robert suddenly stood.
ÒMr. Ross,Ó he said proudly, ÒI know
just how George feels. ItÕs like being born again.Ó
No sooner had he returned to his
seat than Amy stood. ÒGeorgeÕs right, Mr. Ross. I feel the same way.Ó
David was pleased. He knew that what
George had done was corny, but then Robert and Amy had done it too, just so
George wouldnÕt feel foolish and alone. ThatÕs what was good about The Wave.
They supported each other. Now he stood up and said, ÒMr. Ross, IÕm proud of
The Wave.Ó
This sudden outburst of testimonials
surprised Ben. He was determined to get on to the dayÕs classwork, but suddenly
he knew he had to go along with the class a little longer. Almost
subconsciously he sensed how much they wanted him to lead them, and it was
something he felt he could not deny.
ÒOur salute!Ó he ordered. Around the
room students jumped to attention beside their desks and gave The Wave salute.
The mottos followed: ÒStrength Through Discipline, Strength Through Community,
Strength Through Action!Ó
Mr. Ross was picking up his class
notes when the students burst forth again, this time giving the salute and
chanting their motto without prompting. Then silence fell over the room. Mr.
Ross gazed at the students in wonderment. The Wave was no longer just an idea
or a game. It was a living movement in his students. They were The Wave now,
and Ben realized that they could act on their own without him if they wanted.
That thought could have been frightening, but Ben was confident that he had
control as their leader. The experiment was simply becoming much more
interesting.
At lunch that day all The Wave
members who were in the cafeteria sat at a single long table. Brian, Brad, Amy,
Laurie, and David were there. At first Robert Billings seemed tentative about
joining them, but when David saw him he insisted he sit at the table, telling
him they were all part of The Wave now.
Most of the kids were raving about
what was going on in Mr. RossÕs class, and Laurie really had no reason to argue
with them. But still she felt odd—all that saluting and chanting.
Finally, during a pause in the conversation, she said, ÒDoes anyone feel kind
of strange about this?Ó
David turned to her. ÒWhat do you
mean?Ó
ÒI donÕt know,Ó Laurie said. ÒBut
doesnÕt it feel a little weird?Ó
ÒItÕs just so different,Ó Amy told
her. ÒThatÕs why it feels weird.Ó
ÒYeah,Ó Brad said. ÒItÕs like
thereÕs no in-crowd anymore. Man, the thing that bugs
me the most about school sometimes is all these little
cliques. IÕm tired of feeling like every dayÕs a big popularity contest.
ThatÕs whatÕs so great about The Wave. You donÕt have to worry about how
popular you are. WeÕre all equal. WeÕre all part of the same community.Ó
ÒDo you think everyone likes that?Ó
Laurie asked.
ÒDo you know anyone who doesnÕt?Ó
David asked.
Laurie felt her face grow flushed.
ÒWell, IÕm not sure I do.Ó
Suddenly Brian pulled something out
of his pocket and held it up to Laurie. ÒHey, donÕt forget,Ó he said. He was
holding up his Wave membership card with the red X on the back.
ÒForget what?Ó Laurie asked.
ÒYou know,Ó Brian said. ÒWhat Mr.
Ross said about reporting anyone who breaks the rules.Ó
Laurie was shocked. Brian really
couldnÕt be serious, could he? Now Brian started to grin, and she relaxed.
ÒBesides,Ó David said. ÒLaurie isnÕt
breaking any rule.Ó
ÒIf she was really against The Wave
she would be,Ó Robert said.
The rest of the table became silent, surprised that Robert had said anything. Some of
them werenÕt even used to hearing his voice, he usually said so little.
ÒWhat I mean is,Ó Robert said
nervously, Òthe whole idea of The Wave is that the people in it have to support
it. If weÕre really a community, we all have to agree.Ó
Laurie was about to say something,
but she stopped herself. It was The Wave that had given Robert the courage to
sit at the table with them and to join in the conversation. If she argued
against The Wave now, she would really be implying that Robert should go sit by
himself again and not be part of their Òcommunity.Ó
Brad patted Robert on his back.
ÒHey, IÕm glad you joined us,Ó he said.
Robert blushed and then turned to
David. ÒDid he stick anything on my back?Ó he asked. Everyone at the table
laughed.
Ben Ross wasnÕt quite sure what to
make of The Wave. What had begun as a simple history
experiment had become a fad that was spreading outside his classroom. As a result,
some unexpected things had started to occur. For one, the size of his daily
history class was beginning to expand as students from free periods, study
halls, and lunch came to be part of The Wave. The recruiting of more students
for The Wave had apparently been far more successful than he had ever expected.
So successful, in fact, that Ben began to suspect that some students were
cutting other classes to sit in on his.
Remarkably enough, though, even with
the larger class size and the studentsÕ insistence on practicing the salute and
motto, the class was not falling behind. If anything, they were covering their
as**signed lessons even faster than usual. Using the rapid question and answer
style that The Wave had inspired, they had quickly covered JapanÕs entrance
into World War Two. Ben noticed a marked improvement in preparation for class
and in class participation, but he also noticed that there was less thinking
behind the preparation. His students could glibly spit back answers as if by
rote, but there was no analysis, no questioning on their part. In a way he
could not fault them, because he himself had introduced them to the ways of The
Wave. It was just another unexpected development in the experiment.
Ben reasoned that the students
realized that to neglect their studies would be detrimental to The Wave. The
only way they could have time to spend on The Wave was to be so well prepared
that they only needed half the regular class to cover their as**signed lessons.
But he wasnÕt certain this was something to be pleased about. The classÕs
homework as**signments had improved, but rather than
long, thoughtful answers, they wrote short ones. On a multiple choice test they
might all do well, but Ben had his doubts about how theyÕd do on an exam
consisting of essays.
To add to the interesting
developments in his experiment was a report heÕd heard that David Collins and
his friends Eric and Brian had successfully infused The Wave into the schoolÕs
football team. Over the years, Norm Schiller, the biology teacher who also
coached the schoolÕs football team, had become so soured by wisecracks about
the teamÕs continual losses that during football season he practically went
months without speaking to another teacher. But that morning in the faculty
lounge Norm had actually thanked him for introducing The Wave to his students.
Would wonders never cease?
On his own, Ben had tried to find
out what it was that attracted students to The Wave. Some of those he asked
said it was just something new and different, like any
fad. Others said they liked the democracy of it—the fact that they were
all equals now. It pleased Ross to hear that answer. He enjoyed thinking that
he had helped break down the petty popularity contests and cliques that he felt
often preoccupied too much of his studentsÕ thinking and energy. A few students
even said they thought the idea of increased discipline was good for them. That
had surprised Ben. Over the years, discipline had become an increasingly
personal responsibility. If the students didnÕt do it themselves, their
teachers were less and less inclined to step in. Maybe this was a mistake, Ben
thought. Perhaps one of the results of his experiment would be a general
rebirth of school discipline. He even day-dreamed
about a story in the education section of Time magazine: Discipline Returns to
the Classroom: Teacher Makes Startling Discovery.
Laurie Saunders sat on a desk in the
school publications office, chewing on the end of a pen. Various members of The
Gordon Grapevine staff sat on desks around her, biting their nails or chewing
gum. Alex Cooper was wearing his Sony radio and was bopping to the music
through his earphones. Another reporter was wearing roller skates. This was The
GrapevineÕs excuse for a weekly editorial meeting.
ÒOkay,Ó Laurie told them. ÒWeÕve got
the same problem as usual. The paper is due out next week, but we donÕt have
enough stories.Ó Laurie looked at the girl wearing roller skates. ÒJeanie, you
were supposed to do a fashion story on the latest clothes. Where is it?Ó
ÒOh, nobodyÕs wearing anything
interesting this year,Ó Jeanie replied. ÒItÕs always the same thing: jeans and
sneakers and T-shirts.Ó
ÒWell then, write about how there
are no new styles this year,Ó Laurie said, then she
turned to the reporter who was bopping to his radio. ÒAlex?Ó
Alex kept bopping. He couldnÕt hear
her.
ÒAlex!Ó Laurie said more loudly.
Finally someone near Alex gave him a
nudge. He looked up, startled. ÒUh, yeah?Ó
Laurie rolled her eyes. ÒAlex, this
is supposed to be an editorial meeting.Ó
ÒReally?Ó Alex replied.
ÒOkay, so whereÕs your record review
for this issue?Ó Laurie asked.
ÒOh, uh, yeah, record review, right,
uh, yeah,Ó Alex said. ÒWell, uh, you see, itÕs a long
story. Uh, like I was going to do it but, uh, remember that trip I said I had
to take to Argentina?Ó
Laurie rolled her eyes again.
ÒWell, it fell through,Ó Alex said.
ÒAnd I had to go to Hong Kong instead.Ó
Laurie turned to AlexÕs sidekick,
Carl. ÒI suppose you had to go to Hong Kong with him,Ó she said sarcastically.
Carl shook his head. ÒNo,Ó he
replied seriously, ÒI made the trip to Argentina as scheduled.Ó
ÒI see,Ó said Laurie. She looked
around at the rest of The GrapevineÕs staff. ÒI suppose the rest of you have
been too busy hopping around the globe to get anything written as well.Ó
ÒI went to the movies,Ó Jeanie said.
ÒDid you write a review?Ó Laurie
asked.
ÒNo, it was too good,Ó she replied.
ÒToo good?Ó
ÒItÕs no fun writing reviews of good
movies,Ó she said.
ÒYeah,Ó said Alex, the globe-hopping
record reviewer. ÒItÕs no fun doing a review of a good movie because you canÕt
say anything bad about it. The only time itÕs fun to review something is when
itÕs bad. Then you can tear it to shreds, he, he, he.Ó Alex started rubbing his
hands together as he went into his mad scientist routine. Alex had the best mad
scientist routine in school. He also did a great imitation of a wind surfer in
a hurricane.
ÒWe need stories for the paper,Ó
Laurie said resolutely. ÒDoesnÕt anyone have any ideas?Ó
ÒThey got a new school bus,Ó someone
said.
ÒWhoopee!Ó
ÒI heard that Mr. GabondiÕs going on sabbatical next year.Ó
ÒMaybe he wonÕt come back.Ó
ÒSome kid in the tenth grade put his
fist through a window yesterday. He was trying to prove that you could punch a
hole in a window and not cut yourself.Ó
ÒDid he do it?Ó
ÒNope, got twelve stitches.Ó
ÒHey, wait a minute,Ó said Carl.
ÒWhat about this Wave thing? Everyone wants to know what it is.Ó
ÒArenÕt you in RossÕs history class,
Laurie?Ó another staff member asked.
ÒThatÕs probably the biggest story
in school right now,Ó said a third.
Laurie nodded. She was aware that
The Wave was worth a story, and maybe a big story at that. A couple of days ago
it had even occurred to her that something like The Wave was probably just what
the sluggish, disorganized staff of The Grapevine itself needed. But she had
set the idea aside. She couldnÕt even explain her decision consciously. It was
just that creepy feeling sheÕd begun to get, the feeling that maybe they should
be careful with The Wave. So far sheÕd seen it do some good in Mr. RossÕs class
and David said he thought it was helping the football team. But still she was
cautious.
ÒWell, what about it, Laurie?Ó
someone asked.
ÒThe Wave?Ó Laurie said.
ÒHow come you havenÕt as**signed
that story to us?Ó Alex asked. ÒOr are you just saving the good ones for
yourself?Ó
ÒI donÕt know if anyone knows enough
about it to write about it yet,Ó Laurie said.
ÒWhat do you mean? YouÕre in The
Wave, arenÕt you?Ó Alex asked.
ÒWell, yes I am,Ó Laurie
replied. ÒBut I still É I still donÕt know.Ó
A couple of the staff members
scowled. ÒWell, I think The Grapevine still should have a story reporting that
it exists, at least,Ó Carl said. ÒI mean, a lot of kids are wondering what it
is.Ó
Laurie nodded. ÒOkay, youÕre right.
IÕll try to explain what it is. But in the meantime, I want you all to do
something. Since we still have a few days before the paper has to come out. Try
to find out everything you can about what kids think of The Wave.Ó
Ever since the night she had first
discussed The Wave with her mother and father at dinner, Laurie had purposely
avoided the subject at home. It didnÕt seem worth creating any more hassles,
especially with her mother, who could find something to worry about in
everything Laurie did, whether it was going out late with David, chewing on a
pen, or The Wave. Laurie just hoped her mother would forget about it. But that
night while she was studying in her room her mother knocked on the door. ÒBabe,
can I come in?Ó
ÒSure, Mom.Ó
The door opened and Mrs. Saunders
stepped in, wearing a yellow terrycloth bathrobe and slippers. The skin around
her eyes looked greasy, and Laurie knew sheÕd been putting wrinkle cream on.
ÒHowÕre the crowÕs feet, Mom?Ó she
asked in goodnatured humor.
Mrs. Saunders smiled wryly at her
daughter. ÒSomeday,Ó she said, wagging a finger, Òsomeday you wonÕt think itÕs
so funny.Ó She walked over to the desk and peered over her daughterÕs shoulders
at the book she was reading. ÒShakespeare?Ó
ÒWhatÕd you expect?Ó Laurie asked.
ÒWell, anything except The Wave,Ó
Mrs. Saunders said, sitting down on her daughterÕs bed.
Laurie turned to look at her. ÒWhat
do you mean, Mom?Ó
ÒOnly that I met Elaine Billings at
the supermarket today, and she told me Robert is a completely new person.Ó
ÒWas she worried?Ó Laurie asked.
ÒNo, she wasnÕt, but I am,Ó Mrs.
Saunders said. ÒYou know, theyÕve been having problems with him for years.
Elaine has talked to me frequently about it. SheÕs been very worried.Ó
Laurie nodded.
ÒSo sheÕs ecstatic about this sudden
change,Ó Mrs. Saunders said. ÒBut somehow I donÕt trust it. Such
a dramatic personality change. It almost sounds like heÕs joined a cult
or something.Ó
ÒWhat do you mean?Ó
ÒLaurie, if you study the types of
people who join these cults, theyÕre almost always people who are unhappy with
themselves and their lives. They look at the cult as a way of changing, of
starting over, of literally being born again. How else do you explain the
change in Robert?Ó
ÒBut whatÕs wrong with that, Mom?Ó
ÒThe problem is that itÕs not real,
Laurie, Robert is safe only as long as he keeps within the confines of The
Wave. But what do you think happens when he leaves it?
The outside world doesnÕt know or care about The Wave. If Robert couldnÕt
function in school before The Wave, he wonÕt be able to function outside of
school where The Wave doesnÕt exist.Ó
Laurie understood. ÒWell, you donÕt
have to worry about me, Mom. I donÕt think IÕm as crazy about it as I was a
couple of days ago.Ó
Mrs. Saunders nodded. ÒNo, I didnÕt
think you would be, once you thought about it for a while.Ó
ÒSo whatÕs the problem?Ó Laurie
asked.
ÒThe problem is everyone else at
school who still takes it seriously,Ó her mother said.
ÒOh, Mom, youÕre the one whoÕs
taking this too seriously. Do you want to know what I think? I think itÕs just
a fad. ItÕs like punk rock or something. In two months no one will even
remember what The Wave was.Ó
ÒMrs. Billings told me that theyÕre
organizing a Wave rally for Friday afternoon,Ó Mrs. Saunders said.
ÒItÕs just a pep rally for the
football game on Saturday,Ó Laurie explained. ÒThe only difference is theyÕre
calling it a Wave rally instead of a pep rally.Ó
ÒAt which they will formally
indoctrinate two hundred new members?Ó Mrs. Saunders asked skeptically.
Laurie sighed. ÒMom, listen to me.
YouÕre really getting paranoid about this whole thing. NobodyÕs indoctrinating
anyone. TheyÕre going to welcome new members to The Wave at the rally. Those
people would have come to the pep rally anyway. Really, Mom, The Wave is just a
game. ItÕs like little boys playing soldier. I wish you could meet Mr. Ross
because then youÕd see thereÕs nothing to worry about. HeÕs such a good
teacher. HeÕd never get into anything like cults.Ó
ÒAnd youÕre not disturbed by it at
all?Ó Mrs. Saunders asked.
ÒMom, the only thing that disturbs
me is that so many kids in my class could allow themselves to get caught up in
something so immature. I mean, I guess I can understand why David is into it.
HeÕs convinced that itÕs going to turn the football team into a winner. But
itÕs Amy I canÕt understand. I mean, well, you know Amy. SheÕs so bright and
yet, I see her taking this so seriously.Ó
ÒSo you are worried,Ó her mother
said.
But Laurie shook her head. ÒNo, Mom.
ThatÕs the only thing that bothers me, and that isnÕt much. I promise you, Mom,
this is a molehill and youÕre looking for a mountain. Really, trust me.Ó
Mrs. Saunders rose slowly. ÒWell,
all right, Laurie. At least I know youÕre not involved in this situation. I
suppose thatÕs enough to be thankful for. But please, babe, be careful.Ó She
leaned over, kissed her daughter on the forehead, and left the room.
For a few minutes Laurie sat at her
desk but did not go back to her homework. Instead, she chewed on a Bic pen and thought about her motherÕs concerns. She really
was blowing it way out of proportion, wasnÕt she? It really was just a fad,
wasnÕt it?
Ben Ross was having coffee in the
faculty lounge when someone came in and told him Principal Owens wanted to see
him in his office. Ross felt a tremor of nervousness. Had something gone wrong?
If Owens wanted to see him, it had to be about The Wave.
Ross stepped out into the hall and
started down toward the principalÕs office. On the way more than a dozen
students paused to give him The Wave salute. He returned them and continued
quickly, wondering what Owens was going to say. In one sense, if Owens was
going to tell him that there had been complaints and that he should stop the
experiment, Ross knew he would feel some relief. Honestly, he had never
expected The Wave to spread this far. The news that kids in other classes, kids
in other grades even, had gotten into The Wave still amazed him. He simply
hadnÕt intended it to be anything like this.
And yet there was another
consideration, the so-called losers in the class—Robert Billings, for
example. For the first time in his life, Robert was an equal, a member, part of the group. No one was making fun of him anymore, no one was giving him a hard time. And the change
in Robert was indeed remarkable. Not only had his appearance improved, but he
was starting to contribute. For the first time he was an active member of his
class. And it wasnÕt just history. Christy said she was noticing it in music
too. Robert seemed like a new person. To end The Wave might mean returning
Robert to the role of class creep and taking away the only chance he had.
And wouldnÕt ending the experiment
now also cheat the other students who were taking part in it? Ben wondered.
They would be left hanging without a chance to see where it would eventually
lead them. And he would lose the chance to lead them there.
Ben abruptly stopped. Hey, wait a
minute. Since when was he leading them anywhere? This was a
classroom experiment, remember? An opportunity
for his students to get a taste of what life in Nazi Germany might have been like. Ross smiled to himself. LetÕs not get carried away, he
thought, and continued down the hall.
Principal OwensÕs door was open, and
when he saw Ben Ross enter the anteroom, he motioned him in with a wave.
Ben was slightly confused. On the
way down to the office heÕd somehow convinced himself that Principal Owens was
going to chew him out, but the old man appeared to be in a good mood.
Principal Owens was a towering man
who stood over six feet four inches. His head was almost completely bald except
for a few tufts of hair above either ear. His only other noteworthy feature was
his pipe, always present, which protruded from his lips. He had a deep voice,
and when he was angry he might instill instant religion in the most hardened
atheist. But today it seemed as if Ben had nothing to fear.
Principal Owens sat behind his desk, his large black shoes propped up on one corner, and
squinted slightly at Ben. ÒSay, Ben, thatÕs a good-looking suit,Ó he said.
Owens himself had never been seen around Gordon High in less than a
three-piece, even at a Saturday football game.
ÒThank you, sir,Ó Ben replied
nervously.
Principal Owens smiled. ÒI canÕt
recall seeing you in one before.Ó
ÒUh, yes, this is something new for
me,Ó Ben allowed.
One of the principalÕs eyebrows
rose. ÒWouldnÕt have anything to do with this Wave thing, would it?Ó
Ben had to clear his throat. ÒWell,
yes it does, actually.Ó
Principal Owens leaned forward.
ÒNow, tell me, Ben, what this Wave thing is all about,Ó he said. ÒYouÕve got
the school in a tizzy.Ó
ÒWell, I hope itÕs a good tizzy,Ó
Ben Ross replied.
Principal Owens rubbed his chin.
ÒFrom what IÕve heard it is. Have you heard differently?Ó
Ben knew he had to reassure him. He
quickly shook his head. ÒNo sir, IÕve heard nothing.Ó
The principal nodded. ÒIÕm all ears, Ben.Ó
Ben took a deep breath and began.
ÒIt started several days ago in my senior history class. We were watching a
film about the Nazis and ÉÓ
When he finished explaining The
Wave, Ben noticed that Principal Owens looked less happy than before, but not
as noticeably displeased as Ben had feared he might be. The principal removed
his pipe from between his lips and tapped it on an ashtray. ÒI must say itÕs
unusual, Ben. Are you sure that the students are not falling behind?Ó
ÒIf anything, theyÕre ahead,Ó Ben
replied.
ÒBut there are
students outside your class that are now involved with this,Ó the principal
observed.
ÒBut there have been no complaints,Ó
Ben said. ÒIn fact Christy says sheÕs even noticed an improvement in her
classes because of it.Ó This was a slight exaggeration, Ben knew. But he also
felt it was necessary because Owens was overreacting to The Wave.
ÒStill, Ben, these mottos and this
saluting bother me,Ó the principal said.
ÒIt shouldnÕt,Ó Ben replied. ÒItÕs just part of the game. And also, Norm Schiller—Ó
ÒYes, yes, I know,Ó Owens said, cutting him short. ÒHe was in here yesterday
raving about this thing. He says itÕs literally turned that football team of
his around. The way he was talking, Ben, you would have thought heÕd just
drafted six future Heisman Trophy winners. Frankly, IÕd just like to see them
beat Clarkstown on Saturday.Ó The principal paused
momentarily and then said, ÒBut thatÕs not what IÕm concerned about, Ben. IÕm
concerned about the students. This Wave thing seems too open-ended for my
liking. I know you havenÕt broken any rules, but there are limits.Ó
ÒIÕm completely aware of that,Ó Ben
insisted. ÒYou have to understand that this experiment canÕt go any further
than I let it go. The whole basis for The Wave is the idea of a group willing
to follow their leader. And as long as IÕm involved in this, I assure you it
canÕt get out of hand.Ó
Principal Owens refilled his pipe
with fresh tobacco and lit it, for a moment disappearing behind a small cloud
of smoke while he considered BenÕs words. ÒOkayÓ he said. ÒTo be perfectly
frank about this, itÕs so different from anything weÕve ever had around here
that IÕm not sure what to think. I say, letÕs keep an eye on this thing, Ben.
And keep your ears open too. Remember, Ben, this experiment, if thatÕs what you
want to call it, involves young, impressionable kids. Sometimes we forget that
they are young and havenÕt developed the, uh, the judgment we hope theyÕll
someday have. Sometimes they can take something too far if theyÕre not watched.
Understand?Ó
ÒAbsolutely.Ó
ÒYou promise me IÕm not going to
have a parade of parents down here suddenly shouting that weÕre indoctrinating
their kids with something?Ó
ÒI promise,Ó Ben said.
Principal Owens nodded slightly.
ÒWell, I canÕt say that IÕm crazy about this, but youÕve never given me cause
to doubt you before.Ó
ÒAnd I wonÕt now,Ó Ben told him.
When Laurie Saunders got to the
publications office the next day, she found a plain white envelope on the
floor. Early that morning, or late the afternoon before, someone must have
slipped it under the door. Laurie picked it up and closed the door behind her.
Inside the envelope was a handwritten story with a note attached. Laurie read
the note:
Dear Editors of The Grapevine, This
is a story I have written for The Grapevine. DonÕt bother looking for my name
because you wonÕt find it. I donÕt want my friends or other kids to know I
wrote this. Scowling, Laurie turned to the story. At the top of the page the
anonymous author had written a title:
Welcome to the Wave—or Else
IÕm a junior here at Gordon High.
Three or four days ago me and my friends heard about
this thing called The Wave that all the seniors were getting into. We got
interested. You know how juniors always want to be like the seniors. A bunch of
us went to Mr. RossÕs class to see what it was. Some of my friends liked what
we heard, but some of us werenÕt sure. It looked like a dumb game to me. When
the class was over, we started to leave. But this senior stopped us in the hall.
I didnÕt know him, but he said he was in Mr. RossÕs class and asked did we want
to join The Wave. Two of my friends said yes and two said they didnÕt know and
I said I wasnÕt interested. This senior started telling us how great The Wave
was. He said that the more kids who joined, the better it would get. He said
almost all the seniors at school had joined and most of the juniors too. Pretty
soon my two friends who said first they didnÕt know changed their minds and
said they wanted to join. Then the senior turned to me. ÒArenÕt you going to
stick with your friends?Ó he asked. I told him they were still my friends even
if I didnÕt join. He kept asking me why I didnÕt want to join. I just told him
I didnÕt feel like it. Then he got mad. He said pretty soon people in The Wave
wouldnÕt want to be friends with people who werenÕt in it. He even said IÕd
lose all my friends if I didnÕt join. I think he was trying to scare me. But it
backfired on him. One of my friends said he didnÕt see why anyone had to join who
didnÕt want to. My other friends agreed and we left. Today I found out that
three of my friends joined after some other seniors talked to them. I saw that
senior from Mr. RossÕs class in the hall and he asked if I had joined yet. I
told him I didnÕt intend to. He said if I didnÕt join soon it would be too
late. All I want to know is: Too late for what?Laurie refolded the story and put it back in the
envelope. Her thoughts about The Wave were beginning to come into focus.
As Ben left Principal OwensÕs office
he saw several students putting up a large Wave banner in the hall. It was the
day of the pep rally—the Wave rally Ross had to remind himself. There
were more students in the halls now, and he seemed to be making The Wave salute
nonstop. If this kept up for much longer he was going to have one sore arm, he
thought.
Further down the hall, Brad and Eric
were standing at a table handing out mimeographed pamphlets and shouting,
ÒStrength Through Discipline, Strength Through Community, Strength Through Action.Ó
ÒLearn all about The Wave,Ó Brad was
telling passing students. ÒHereÕs a pamphlet.Ó
ÒAnd donÕt forget the Wave rally
this afternoon,Ó Eric reminded them. ÒWork together and achieve your goals.Ó
Ben smiled wearily. The untethered
energy of these kids was tiring him out. There were Wave posters all over
school now. Every single Wave member seemed to be involved in some
activity—recruiting new members, disseminating information, preparing the
gym for the rally that afternoon. Ben found it almost overwhelming.
A little further down the hall Ben
had a funny sensation and stopped. He felt as if he was being followed. A few
feet behind him stood Robert, smiling. Ben smiled back and kept going, but a
few seconds later he stopped again. Robert was still behind him.
ÒRobert, what are you doing?Ó Mr.
Ross asked.
ÒMr. Ross, IÕm your bodyguard,Ó
Robert announced.
ÒMy what?Ó
Robert hesitated slightly. ÒI want
to be your bodyguard,Ó he said. ÒI mean, youÕre the leader, Mr. Ross; I canÕt
let anything happen to you.Ó
ÒWhat could happen to me?Ó Ben
asked, startled by the notion.
But Robert seemed to ignore that
question. ÒI know you need a bodyguard,Ó he insisted. ÒI could do it, Mr. Ross.
For the first time in my life I feel É well, nobody makes jokes about me
anymore. I feel like IÕm part of something special.Ó
Ben nodded.
ÒSo canÕt I do it?Ó Robert asked. ÒI
know you need a bodyguard. I could do it, Mr. Ross.Ó
Ben looked into RobertÕs face. Where
there had once been a withdrawn and unconfident boy, there now stood a serious
Wave member, concerned for his leader. But a bodyguard?
Ben hesitated a moment. WasnÕt that going a little too far? More and more heÕd
begun to recognize the position of importance his students were unconsciously
forcing upon him—the ultimate leader of The Wave. Several times over the
last few days he had heard Wave members discussing ÒordersÓ he had given:
orders to put posters up in the halls, orders to organize The Wave movement in
the lower grades, even the order to change the pep rally into a Wave rally.
Except the crazy thing was, heÕd
never given those orders. Somehow theyÕd simply evolved in the studentsÕ
imaginations, and once there, they automatically as**sumed
heÕd given them. It was as if The Wave had taken on a life of its own and now
he and his students were literally riding it. Ben Ross looked at Robert
Billings. Somewhere in his mind he knew that by agreeing to let Robert be his
bodyguard, he was also agreeing to become a person who required a bodyguard.
But wasnÕt that what the experiment required as well? ÒAll right, Robert,Ó he
said. ÒYou can be my bodyguard.Ó
A wide smile appeared on RobertÕs
face. Ben winked at him and continued down the hall. Perhaps having a bodyguard
would be helpful. It was essential to the experiment that he maintain
the image of leader of The Wave. Having a bodyguard could only enhance that
image.
The Wave rally would be in the gym,
but Laurie Saunders stood by her locker, uncertain that she wanted to go. She
still couldnÕt put into words exactly what bothered her about The Wave, but she
could feel it growing inside her. Something was wrong. The anonymous letter
that morning was a symptom. It wasnÕt only that a senior had tried to bully a
junior into joining The Wave. It was more—the fact that the junior hadnÕt
put his name on the letter, the fact that heÕd been afraid to. It was something
Laurie herself had been trying to deny for days, but it just wouldnÕt go away.
The Wave was scary. Oh, it was just great if you were an unquestioning member.
But if you werenÕt É
LaurieÕs thoughts were interrupted
by a sudden flurry of shouts out in the quadrangle. She quickly went to a
window and saw that two boys were fighting while a crowd of kids stood watching
and yelling at them. Laurie gasped. One of the fighters was Brian Ammon! She
watched as they threw punches at each other and then awkwardly wrestled to the
ground. What in the world?
Now a teacher ran out and separated
the two fighters. Grabbing each tightly by the arm, he started tugging them
inside, no doubt to Principal OwensÕs office. As he went, Brian shouted,
ÒStrength Through Discipline! Strength Through Community! Strength Through
Action!Ó
The other boy shouted back, ÒAw,
shove it.Ó
ÒYou see that?Ó
The sudden sound of a voice so close
to her startled Laurie, and she jumped around to find David beside her.
ÒI hope Principal Owens lets Brian
attend The Wave rally after this,Ó David said.
ÒWere they fighting about The Wave?Ó
Laurie asked.
David shrugged. ÒItÕs more than
that. That kid Brian was fighting, heÕs this junior named Deutsch whoÕs been
after BrianÕs position all year. This thingÕs been brewing for weeks. I just
hope he got what he deserved.Ó
ÒBut Brian was shouting The Wave
motto,Ó Laurie said.
ÒWell, sure. HeÕs really into it. We
all are.Ó
ÒEven the kid he was fighting?Ó
David shook his head. ÒNaw, Deutsch is a jerk, Laurie. If he was
in The Wave he wouldnÕt be trying to steal BrianÕs position. That guyÕs a real
detriment to the team. I wish Schiller would throw him off.Ó
ÒBecause he isnÕt in The Wave?Ó
Laurie asked.
ÒYeah,Ó David replied. ÒIf he really
wanted the best for the team heÕd join The Wave instead of giving Brian such a
hard time. HeÕs a one-man team, Laurie. HeÕs just on a big ego trip and heÕs
not helping anyone.Ó David looked down the hall at a clock. ÒCome on, weÕve got
to get to that rally. ItÕs gonna start in a second.Ó
Suddenly Laurie made a decision.
ÒIÕm not going,Ó she said.
ÒWhat?Ó David looked shocked. ÒWhy
not?Ó
ÒBecause I donÕt want to.Ó
ÒLaurie, this is an incredibly
important rally,Ó David said. ÒAll the new members of The Wave are going to be
there.Ó
ÒDavid, I think you and everyone
else are taking this whole Wave thing a little bit too seriously.Ó
David shook his head. ÒNo, IÕm not.
YouÕre not taking this seriously enough. Look, Laurie, youÕve always been a
leader. The other kids, theyÕve always looked up to you. YouÕve got to be at
that rally.Ó
ÒBut thatÕs exactly why IÕm not
going,Ó Laurie tried to explain. ÒLet them make up their own minds about The
Wave. TheyÕre individuals. They donÕt need me to help them.Ó
ÒI donÕt understand you,Ó David
said.
ÒDavid, I canÕt believe how crazy
everybodyÕs gotten. The Wave is taking over everything.Ó
ÒSure,Ó David said. ÒBecause The
Wave makes sense, Laurie. It works. EverybodyÕs on the same
team. EverybodyÕs equal for once.Ó
ÒOh, thatÕs terrific,Ó Laurie said sarcastically. ÒDo we all score a touchdown?Ó
David stepped back and studied his
girlfriend. He hadnÕt expected anything like this. Not from Laurie.
ÒDonÕt you see,Ó Laurie said,
mistaking his hesitation for a glimmer of doubt. ÒYouÕre so idealistic, David.
YouÕre so intent on creating some kind of Utopian Wave society full of equal
people and great football teams that you donÕt see it at all. It canÕt happen,
David. There will always be a few people who wonÕt want to join. They have a
right not to join.Ó
David squinted at his girlfriend.
ÒYou know,Ó he said, ÒyouÕre just against this thing because youÕre not special
anymore. Because youÕre not the best and most popular student in the class
now.Ó
ÒThatÕs not true and you know it!Ó
Laurie gasped.
ÒI think it is true!Ó David
insisted. ÒNow you know how the rest of us felt listening to you always giving
the right answers. Always being the best. How does it feel not to be the best
anymore?Ó
ÒDavid, youÕre being stupid!Ó Laurie
yelled at him.
David nodded. ÒAll right, if IÕm so
stupid, why donÕt you go find yourself a smart boyfriend.Ó
He turned and walked away toward the gym.
Laurie stood behind and watched him.
ItÕs crazy, she thought. Everything is going out of control.
From what Laurie could hear, The
Wave rally was a giant success. She was spending the period in the publications
office down the hall. It was the only place she could think of going where she
would be safe from the questioning looks of kids wondering why she wasnÕt at
the rally. Laurie did not want to admit that she was hiding, but it was true.
That was how crazy this whole thing had become. You had to hide if you werenÕt
part of it.
Laurie took out a pen and chewed on
it nervously. She had to do something. The Grapevine had to do something.
A few minutes later the turning of
the doorknob shook her from her thoughts. Laurie caught her breath. Had someone
come to get her?
The door opened and Alex bopped in
to the beat of the music coming through his earphones.
Laurie sank back in her chair and
let out a big sigh.
When Alex saw Laurie he smiled and
pulled the earphones off his head. ÒHey, how come youÕre not in with the
troops?Ó
Laurie shook her head. ÒAlex, itÕs
not that bad.Ó
But Alex just grinned. ÒOh yeah?
Pretty soon theyÕre gonna have to change the name of
this school to Fort Gordon High.Ó
ÒIÕm not amused, Alex,Ó Laurie said.
Alex scrunched up his shoulders and
made a face. ÒLaurie, you must learn that nothing is above ridicule.Ó
ÒWell, if you think theyÕre
troopers, arenÕt you frightened of being drafted too?Ó Laurie asked.
Alex grinned. ÒWho, me?Ó Then he
swiped through the air with several fierce-looking karate chops. ÒAnyone
hassles me and IÕll kung fu them into chopped suey.Ó
The door of the publications office
opened again and now Carl slipped in. Seeing Laurie and Alex there, he smiled.
ÒLooks like IÕve stumbled into Anne FrankÕs attic,Ó he said.
ÒThe last of the rugged individual,Ó
Alex said.
Carl nodded. ÒI believe it. I just
came from the rally.Ó
ÒThey let you out?Ó Alex asked.
ÒI had to go to the bathroom,Ó Carl
answered.
ÒHey, man,Ó Alex
said. ÒYou got the wrong place.Ó
Carl grinned. ÒThis is where I went
after the bathroom. Anyplace but that rally.Ó
ÒJoin the club,Ó Laurie said.
ÒMaybe we should give ourselves a
name,Ó Alex said. ÒIf theyÕre The Wave, we could be The Ripple.Ó
ÒWhat do you think?Ó Carl asked.
ÒAbout calling ourselves The
Ripple?Ó Laurie said.
ÒNo, about The Wave.Ó
ÒI think itÕs time we put out that
issue of The Grapevine,Ó Laurie said.
ÒExcuse me for injecting my own not
always serious opinion,Ó Alex said, Òbut I think we ought to put it out fast
before the rest of the staff gets carried away by The Mighty Wave.Ó
ÒPass the word around to the other
staff members,Ó Laurie said. ÒOn Sunday at two oÕclock weÕll have an emergency
meeting at my house. And try to make sure only non-Wave members are there.Ó
That night Laurie stayed alone in
her room. All afternoon sheÕd been too preoccupied with The Wave to allow herself to feel anything about David. Besides, theyÕd had
fights before. But earlier in the week David had made a date to take her out
that night, and here it was ten-thirty. It was obvious he wasnÕt coming, but
Laurie couldnÕt quite believe it. TheyÕd been going together since sophomore
year and suddenly something as trivial as The Wave had broken them
up—only The Wave wasnÕt trivial. Not anymore.
Several times during the evening
Mrs. Saunders had come up to her room to ask if she wanted to talk about it,
but Laurie said she didnÕt. Her mother was such a worry-wart,
and the problem was that this time there really was something worth worrying
about. Laurie had been sitting at her desk trying to write something about The
Wave for The Grapevine, but so far the page of paper before her was empty,
except for a few water marks where a tear or two had
fallen.
There were knocks on her door, and
Laurie quickly wiped her eyes with the palm of her hands. It was no use; if her
mother came in sheÕd see that she was crying. ÒI donÕt want to talk, Mom,Ó she
said.
But the door had started to open
anyway. ÒItÕs not your mom, babe.Ó
ÒDad?Ó Laurie was surprised to see
her father. It wasnÕt that she didnÕt feel close to him, but unlike her mother,
he usually didnÕt get involved in her problems. Unless they
somehow concerned golf.
ÒCan I come in?Ó her father asked.
ÒWell, DadÓ—Laurie smiled slightly—Òconsidering
the fact that youÕre already in ÉÓ
Mr. Saunders nodded. ÒIÕm sorry to
barge in, babe, but your mother and I are both worried.Ó
ÒShe told you David broke up with
me?Ó Laurie asked.
ÒUh, yes, she did,Ó Mr. Saunders said. ÒAnd IÕm sorry about that, babe, I really am.
I thought he was a nice boy.Ó
ÒHe was,Ó Laurie said. Until The
Wave, she thought.
ÒBut, uh, IÕm concerned about
something else, Laurie. About something I heard on the golf course this
evening.Ó Mr. Saunders always left work early on Fridays to play nine holes of
golf in a twilight league before the sun went down.
ÒWhat, Dad?Ó
ÒToday after school a boy was beaten
up,Ó her father said. ÒNow I got this story secondhand, so I donÕt know if itÕs
all accurate. But apparently there was some kind of rally at school today, and
he had resisted joining this Wave game or said something critical about it.Ó
Laurie was speechless.
ÒThe boyÕs parents are neighbors of
one of the men I play golf with. They just moved in this year. So the boy must
have been new at school.Ó
ÒIt sounds like he would have been a
perfect candidate for joining The Wave,Ó Laurie said.
ÒMaybe,Ó said Mr. Saunders. ÒBut
Laurie, the boy is Jewish. Could that have had anything to do with it?Ó
LaurieÕs jaw dropped. ÒYou donÕt
think É Dad, you canÕt believe thereÕs anything like that going on. I mean, I
donÕt like The Wave, but itÕs not like that, Dad, I swear it isnÕt.Ó
ÒAre you sure?Ó Mr. Saunders asked.
ÒWell, I, uh, I know everyone who
was originally in The Wave. I was there when it began. The whole idea was to
show how something like Nazi Germany could have happened. It wasnÕt for us to
become little Nazis. ItÕs É itÕs—Ó
ÒIt sounds like itÕs gotten out of
hand, Laurie,Ó her father said. ÒHas it?Ó
Laurie just nodded. She was too
shocked to be able to say anything.
ÒSome of the men were talking about
going to the school on Monday to talk to the principal,Ó Mr. Saunders said,
Òjust, you know, to be on the safe side.Ó
Laurie nodded. ÒWeÕre going to put
out a special issue of The Grapevine. WeÕre going to expose this whole thing.Ó
Her father was quiet for a few
moments. ÒThat sounds like a good idea, babe. But be careful, okay?Ó
ÒI will, Dad,Ó Laurie said. ÒI
promise.Ó
For the last three years during
football season, sitting with Amy at Saturday afternoon games had become a
habit for Laurie. David, of course, was on the team, and while Amy didnÕt have
a steady boyfriend, the guys she dated were almost always football players. By
Saturday afternoon, Laurie couldnÕt wait to see Amy; she had to tell her what
sheÕd learned. It had surprised Laurie that Amy had gone along with The Wave so
far, but now Laurie was certain that as soon as Amy learned about the boy who
was beaten up, she would quickly come to her senses. Besides, Laurie sorely
needed to talk to her about David. She still couldnÕt understand how something
as dumb as The Wave could have made David break up with her. Maybe Amy knew
something she didnÕt know. Perhaps she could even talk to David for her.
Laurie got to the game just as it
was starting. It was by far the best turnout of the year, and it took Laurie a
moment to spot AmyÕs head of curly blond hair in the crowded bleachers. She was
way up, almost at the top row. Laurie hurried to an aisle and was about to
start up when someone yelled, ÒStop!Ó
Laurie stopped and saw Brad coming
toward her. ÒOh, hi, Laurie, I didnÕt recognize you from behind,Ó he said. Then
he did The Wave salute.
Laurie just stood there without
moving.
Brad frowned. ÒCome on, Laurie, just
give me the salute and you can go up.Ó
ÒWhat are you talking about, Brad?Ó
ÒYou know, The Wave salute.Ó
ÒYou mean I canÕt go up into the
stands unless I give The Wave salute?Ó Laurie asked.
Brad looked around sheepishly.
ÒWell, thatÕs what they decided, Laurie.Ó
ÒWho are they?Ó Laurie asked.
ÒThe Wave, Laurie, you know.Ó
ÒBrad, I thought you were The Wave.
YouÕre in Mr. RossÕs class,Ó Laurie said.
Brad shrugged. ÒI know. Look, whatÕs
the big deal. Just give me the salute and you can go up.Ó
Laurie looked up at the crowded
stands. ÒYou mean everyone in the stands gave you the salute?Ó
ÒWell, yeah. In this part of the
stands.Ó
ÒWell, I want to go up and I donÕt
want to give The Wave salute,Ó Laurie said angrily.
ÒBut you canÕt,Ó Brad replied.
ÒWho says I canÕt?Ó Laurie asked
loudly. Several students near them looked in their direction.
Brad blushed. ÒLook, Laurie,Ó he
said in a low voice. ÒJust do the stupid salute already.Ó
But Laurie was adamant. ÒNo, this is
ridiculous. Even you know itÕs ridiculous.Ó
Brad squirmed slightly. Then he
looked around again and said, ÒOkay, donÕt salute, just go ahead. I donÕt think
anyoneÕs looking.Ó
But all at once Laurie didnÕt want
to join the people in the stands. She had no intention of sneaking anywhere to
join The Wave. This whole thing had just gone insane. Even some of The Wave
members like Brad knew it was insane. ÒBrad,Ó she
said. ÒWhy are you doing this if you know itÕs stupid? Why are you a part of
it?Ó
ÒLook, Laurie, I canÕt talk about it
now,Ó Brad said. ÒThe gameÕs starting, IÕm supposed to let people into the
stands. I got too much to do.Ó
ÒAre you afraid?Ó Laurie asked. ÒAre
you afraid of what the other Wave members will do if you donÕt go along with
them?Ó
BradÕs mouth opened, but for a few
seconds no sounds came out. ÒIÕm not afraid of anyone, Laurie,Ó he said
finally. ÒAnd you better shut your mouth. You know, a lot of people noticed
that you werenÕt at The Wave rally yesterday.Ó
ÒSo? So what?Ó Laurie demanded.
ÒIÕm not saying anything, IÕm just
telling you,Ó Brad said.
Laurie was aghast. She wanted to
know what he was trying to say, but there was a big play on the field. Brad
turned away, and her words were lost in the roar of the crowd.
Sunday afternoon Laurie and some of
the staff of The Grapevine turned the SaundersÕ living room into a newsroom as
they put together a special edition of the paper devoted almost entirely to The
Wave. Several members of the newspaper were not there, and when Laurie asked
those present why, they seemed reluctant to answer at first. Then Carl said, ÒI
have a feeling a few of our comrades would prefer not to incur the wrath of The
Wave.Ó
Laurie looked around the room at the
other staffers, who were nodding in agreement with CarlÕs as**sessment.
ÒSniveling, spineless amoebas,Ó Alex
shouted, jumping to his feet and raising his fist above his head. ÒI pledge to
fight The Wave until the end. Give me liberty, or give me acne!Ó
He looked around at the puzzled
faces. ÒWell,Ó he explained, ÒI figured acne was worse than death.Ó
ÒSit down, Alex,Ó someone said.
Alex sat and the group returned to
the job of putting together the newspaper. But Laurie could sense that they
were all acutely aware of the absent members.
The special edition on The Wave
would include the story by the anonymous junior, and a report Carl had done on
the sophomore whoÕd been beaten up.
It turned out that the boy had not
been hurt badly, only roughed up by a couple of hoods. There was even some
uncertainty over whether it was over The Wave, or whether The Wave was just an
excuse the hoods had used to start a fight. However, one of the hoods had
called the boy a dirty Jew. The boyÕs parents told Carl they were keeping him
out of school and planned to visit Principal Owens personally Monday morning.
There were other interviews with
worried parents and concerned teachers. But the most critical article was an
editorial Laurie had spent most of Saturday writing. It condemned The Wave as a
dangerous and mindless movement that suppressed freedom of speech and thought
and ran against everything the country was founded on. She pointed out that The
Wave had already begun to do more harm than good (even with The Wave, the
Gordon High Gladiators had lost to Clarkstown 42 to
6) and warned that unless it was stopped it would do much worse.
Carl and Alex said theyÕd take the
paper to the printer first thing the next morning. The paper would be out by
lunchtime.
There was one thing Laurie had to do
before the paper came out. Monday morning she had to find Amy and explain to
her about the story. She still hoped that as soon as Amy read it, she would see
The Wave for what it was and change her mind about it. Laurie wanted to warn
her in advance so she could get out of The Wave in case there was trouble.
She found Amy in the school library
and gave her a copy of the editorial to read. As Amy read, her mouth began to
open wider and wider. Finally she looked up at Laurie. ÒWhat are you going to
do with it?Ó
ÒIÕm publishing it in the paper,Ó
Laurie said.
ÒBut you canÕt say these things
about The Wave,Ó Amy said.
ÒWhy not?Ó Laurie asked. ÒTheyÕre
true. Amy, The Wave has become an obsession with everyone. No one is thinking
for themselves anymore.Ó
ÒOh, come on, Laurie,Ó Amy said.
ÒYouÕre just upset. YouÕre letting your fight with David get to you.Ó
Laurie shook her head. ÒAmy, IÕm
serious. The Wave is hurting people. And everyoneÕs going along with it like a
flock of sheep. I canÕt believe that after reading this youÕd still be part of
it. DonÕt you see what The Wave is? ItÕs everybody forgetting who they are.
ItÕs like Night of the Living Dead or something. Why do you want to be part of
it?Ó
ÒBecause it means that nobody is
better than anyone else for once,Ó Amy said. ÒBecause ever since we became
friends all IÕve ever done is try to compete with you and keep up with you. But
now I donÕt feel like I have to have a boyfriend on the football team like you.
And if I donÕt want to, I donÕt have to get the same grades you get, Laurie.
For the first time in three years I feel like I donÕt have to keep up with
Laurie Saunders and people will still like me.Ó
Laurie felt chills run down her
arms. ÒI, I, uh, always knew you felt that way,Ó she stammered. ÒI always
wanted to talk to you about it.Ó
ÒDonÕt you know that half the
parents in school say to their kids, ÔWhy canÕt you be like Laurie SaundersÕ?Ó
Amy asked. ÒCome on, Laurie, the only reason youÕre against The Wave is because
it means youÕre not a princess anymore.Ó
Laurie was stunned. Even her best
friend, someone as smart as Amy, was turning against her because of The Wave.
It made her angry. ÒWell, IÕm publishing this,Ó she said.
Amy only looked up at her and said,
ÒDonÕt, Laurie.Ó
But Laurie shook her head. ÒI
already have,Ó she said. ÒAnd I know what I have to do.Ó
Suddenly it was as if she was a
stranger. Amy looked at her watch. ÒI gotta go,Ó she
said, and walked away, leaving Laurie standing alone in the library.
Copies of The Grapevine had never
been scooped up faster than they were that day. The school was abuzz with the
news. Very few kids had heard about the sophomore who was beaten up, and of
course no one had heard the story by the anonymous junior before. But as soon
as those stories appeared in the paper, other stories began to circulate.
Stories of threats and abuse directed at kids who, for one reason or another, had resisted The Wave.
There were other rumors going around
too, that teachers and parents had been to Principal OwensÕs office all morning
complaining, and that the school counselors had begun interviewing students.
There was an air of unease in the halls and classrooms.
In the faculty lounge, Ben Ross put
down his copy of The Grapevine and rubbed his temples with his fingers.
Suddenly heÕd gotten a terrible headache. Something had gone wrong and
somewhere in his mind Ross suspected that he was to blame for it. The roughing
up of this boy was terrible, unbelievable. How could he justify an experiment
that had such effects?
He was also surprised to find
himself disturbed by the football teamÕs embarrassing defeat by Clarkstown. It seemed odd to him that although he didnÕt
care the least about high school athletics, this defeat would bother him so.
Was it because of The Wave? During the last week he had begun to believe that
if the football team fared well it would be a strong argument for the success
of The Wave.
But since when did he want The Wave
to succeed? The success or failure of The Wave was not the point of the
experiment. He was supposed to be interested in what his students learned from
The Wave, not in The Wave itself.
There was a medicine chest in the
faculty lounge, stocked with just about every brand of aspirin and nonaspirin headache remedy that had ever been invented. A
friend of his had once remarked that while doctors as a group suffered from the
highest incidence of suicide, teachers had to have the highest incidence of
headaches. Ben shook three tablets from a bottle and headed for the door to get
some water.
But just as he reached the faculty
room door, Ben stopped. Outside in the hall he could hear voices—Norm
SchillerÕs and another male voice he didnÕt recognize. Someone must have
stopped Norm just as he was going into the faculty lounge and now he stood
outside the door talking. Ben listened from inside.
ÒNo, it wasnÕt worth a damn,Ó
Schiller was saying. ÒSure it got them psyched up, made Õem
think they could win. But out on the field they couldnÕt execute. All the waves
in the world donÕt mean a thing next to a well-executed quarterback option.
ThereÕs no substitute for learning the damn game.Ó
ÒRoss really has these kids
brainwashed if you ask me,Ó the unidentified man said. ÒI donÕt know what the
hell he thinks heÕs up to, but I donÕt like it. And none of the other teachers
IÕve talked to do either. Where does he get the right?Ó
ÒDonÕt ask me,Ó Schiller said.
The faculty room door began to open
and Ben quickly backed away, pushing through a door into the small faculty
bathroom that adjoined the lounge. His heart was pounding rapidly and his head
hurt even more. He swallowed the three aspirins and avoided looking at himself
in the mirror. Was he afraid of who he might see? A
high school history teacher who had accidentally slipped into the role of a
dictator?
David Collins still couldnÕt
understand it. It didnÕt make sense to him why everyone hadnÕt joined The Wave
in the first place. Then there never would have been these hassles. They all
could have functioned as equals, as teammates. People were laughing and saying
that The Wave didnÕt help the football team at all on Saturday, but what did
they expect? The Wave wasnÕt a miracle drug. The team had known about The Wave
for exactly five days before the game. What had changed was
the team spirit and the team attitude.
David stood outside on the school
lawn with Robert Billings and a bunch of other kids from Mr. RossÕs class
looking at The Grapevine. LaurieÕs story made him feel a little sick. He hadnÕt
heard anything about anyone threatening or hurting anyone and for all he knew,
she and her staff had made it all up. An unsigned letter and a story about a
sophomore heÕd never heard of. Okay, he was unhappy that Laurie refused to be
part of The Wave. But why couldnÕt she and the people like her just leave The
Wave alone? Why did they have to attack it?
Robert, beside him, was getting
really upset over LaurieÕs story. ÒThese are all lies,Ó he said angrily. ÒShe
canÕt be allowed to say these things.Ó
ÒItÕs not that important,Ó David
told him. ÒNobody cares what LaurieÕs writing or what she has to say.Ó
ÒAre you kidding?Ó Robert said.
ÒAnyone who reads this is going to get the completely wrong idea about The
Wave.Ó
ÒI told her not to publish it,Ó Amy
said.
ÒHey, relax,Ó David
said. ÒThereÕs no law that says people have to believe in what weÕre trying to
do. But if we can keep making The Wave work, theyÕll see. TheyÕll see all the
good things it can do.Ó
ÒYeah, but if we donÕt watch out,Ó
Eric said, Òthese people are going to ruin it for the rest of us. Have you
heard the rumors going around today? I heard there are parents and teachers and
all kinds of people in Principal OwensÕs office complaining. Can you believe
that? At this rate no one will get a chance to see what The Wave can do.Ó
ÒLaurie Saunders is a threat,Ó
Robert stated bluntly. ÒShe must be stopped.Ó
David didnÕt like the sinister tone
in RobertÕs voice. ÒHey, wait—Ó he began to protest.
But Brian cut him off. ÒDonÕt worry,
Robert, David and I can take care of Laurie, right, Dave?Ó
ÒUh ÉÓ David suddenly felt BrianÕs
hand on his shoulder slowly guiding him away from the rest of the group. Robert
was nodding in approval.
ÒLook, man,Ó Brian whispered. ÒIf
anyone can get Laurie to stop, you can.Ó
ÒYeah, but I donÕt like RobertÕs
attitude,Ó David hissed back. ÒItÕs like we must wipe out anyone who resists
us. ThatÕs the exact opposite of how we should approach this.Ó
ÒDave, listen. Robert is just a
little overenthusiastic sometimes. But you have to admit he has a point. If
Laurie keeps writing stuff like this, The Wave wonÕt have a chance. Just tell
her to cool it, Dave. SheÕll listen to you.Ó
ÒI donÕt know, Brian.Ó
ÒLook, weÕll wait for her after
school tonight. Then you can go talk to her, okay?Ó
David nodded reluctantly. ÒI guess.Ó
Christy Ross was in a hurry to get
home after choir that afternoon. Ben had disappeared from school halfway
through the day, and she had a feeling she knew why. When she got home she
found her husband hunched over a book on Nazi youth. ÒWhat happened to you
today?Ó she asked.
Without looking up from his book,
Ben answered irritably, ÒI left early. I, uh, wasnÕt feeling well. But I need
to be alone now, Chris. I have to be prepared for tomorrow.Ó
ÒBut honey, I need to talk to you,Ó
Christy implored.
ÒCanÕt it wait?Ó Ben snapped. ÒIÕve
got to finish this before class tomorrow.Ó
ÒNo,Ó Christy insisted. ÒThatÕs what
I have to talk to you about. This Wave thing. Have you
any idea whatÕs going on at school, Ben? I mean, letÕs not even dwell on the
fact that half my class has been skipping just to go to yours. Do you realize
that this Wave of yours is disrupting the entire school? At least three
teachers stopped me in the hall today to ask what the hell youÕre up to. And
theyÕre complaining to the principal too.Ó
ÒI know, I know. And thatÕs because
they just donÕt understand what IÕm trying to do,Ó Ben answered.
ÒAre you serious, Ben?Ó his wife
asked. ÒDid you know that the school counselors have begun questioning students
in your class?Ó his wife asked. ÒAre you sure you know what youÕre doing?
Because frankly, no one else in school thinks you do.Ó
ÒDonÕt you think I know that?Ó Ben
replied. ÒI know what theyÕre saying about me. That IÕm crazy with power É that
IÕm on an ego trip.Ó
ÒHave you thought that they may be
right?Ó Christy asked. ÒI mean, think of your original goals. Are they still
the same ones you have now?Ó
Ben ran his hands through his hair.
He already had enough problems with The Wave. ÒChristy, I thought you were on
my side.Ó But inside, he knew that she was right.
ÒI am on your side, Ben,Ó his wife
answered. ÒBut IÕve seen you these last few days and itÕs like I donÕt even
know you. YouÕve become so involved in playing this role at school that youÕre
starting to slip into it at home. IÕve seen you go overboard like this before,
Ben. Now youÕve got to turn it off, honey.Ó
ÒI know. It must look to you like
IÕve gone too far. But I canÕt stop now.Ó He shook his head wearily. ÒNot yet.Ó
ÒThen when?Ó Christy asked angrily.
ÒAfter you or some of these kids do something youÕll all regret?Ó
ÒDo you think IÕm not aware of
that?Ó Ben asked. ÒDo you think it doesnÕt worry me? But I created this
experiment, and they went along. If I stop now theyÕll all be left hanging. TheyÕd be confused, and they wouldnÕt have learned
anything.Ó
ÒWell, let them be confused,Ó Christy said.
Ben suddenly jumped to his feet in
frustrated anger. ÒNo, I wonÕt do that. I canÕt do that!Ó he shouted at his
wife. ÒIÕm their teacher. I was responsible for getting them into this. I admit
that maybe I did let this go too long. But theyÕve come too far to just drop it
now. I have to push them until they get the point. I might be teaching these
kids the most important lesson of their lives!Ó
Christy was not impressed. ÒWell, I
just hope Principal Owens agrees with you, Ben,Ó she told him. ÒBecause he
caught me as I was leaving today and said heÕd been looking for you all day. He
wants to see you first thing tomorrow morning.Ó
The Grapevine staff stayed late
after school that day to celebrate their victory. The issue on The Wave had
been so successful that it was almost impossible to find an extra copy
anywhere. Not only that, but teachers and administrators and even some students
had been stopping them all day and thanking them for revealing Òthe other sideÓ
of The Wave. Already they had heard stories that some students were resigning
from The Wave.
The staff had realized that a single
issue of the paper was not enough to stop a movement that had gained as much
momentum as The Wave had that past week. But at least they had struck it a
serious blow. Carl said he doubted there would be any more incidents of threats
against non-Wave members—or any more beatings.
As usual, Laurie was the last one to
leave the publications office. One thing about The Grapevine staff—they
were great partiers, but when it came time to clean up somehow they all
disappeared. It had come as a shock to Laurie earlier that year when she
realized what having the top position on the paper, editor-in-chief, really
meant: having to do every little stupid job no one else wanted to do. And
tonight that meant cleaning up after the rest of the staff went home.
By the time she finished, Laurie
realized that it had already grown dark out, and she was practically alone in
the school building. As she closed the door of The Grapevine office and turned
off the light, that nervousness sheÕd felt all week began to return again. The
Wave was undoubtedly smarting from the wounds The Grapevine had inflicted, but
it was still strong in Gordon High, and Laurie was aware that as the head of
the paper, she É no, she told herself, youÕre just being silly and paranoid.
The Wave was nothing serious, just a classroom experiment that had gotten
slightly out of hand. There was nothing to be afraid of.
The corridors were darkened now as
Laurie headed to her locker to drop off a book she would not need that evening.
The silence of the empty school was eerie. For the first time she heard sounds
sheÕd never heard before: the hums and buzzes of electrical current running to
and from alarms and smoke detectors. A bubbling, splashing sound coming from
the science room where some overnight experiment must have been left brewing. Even the unusually loud, hollow echo of her own shoes as they
rapped the hard corridor floors.
A few feet from her locker, Laurie
froze. There on her locker door, the word ÒenemyÓ was painted in red letters.
Suddenly the loudest noise in the corridor was the quick, insistent beating of her own heart. Calm down, she told herself. Someone is just
trying to scare you. She tried to get control of herself and started to do the
combination of her lock. But she stopped in midturn.
Had she heard something? Footsteps?
Laurie backed slowly away from her
locker, gradually losing her battle to suppress her own growing fright. She
turned and started walking down the hallway toward the exit. The sound of
footsteps seemed to be growing louder, and Laurie quickened her pace. The
footsteps grew even louder, and all at once the lights at the far end of the
hall went out. Terrified, Laurie turned and peered back down into the dark
hallway. Was that someone? Was there someone down there?
The next thing Laurie knew she was
running down the hallway toward the exit doors at the end. It seemed to take
forever to get there, and when she finally reached the double metal doors and
banged her hip against the opening bar, they were locked!
In a panic, Laurie threw herself
against the next set of doors. Miraculously they opened, and she flew out into
the cool evening air, running and running.
It seemed as if she ran for a long
time, and finally she lost her breath and had to slow down, clutching her books
to her bre**ast and
breathing hard. She felt safer now.
David sat waiting in the passenger
seat of BrianÕs van. They were parked near the all-night tennis courts because
David knew that when Laurie came home from school after dark she always took
this route, where the bright lights from the courts made her feel safe. For
almost an hour now they had been sitting in the van. Brian was in the driverÕs
seat, keeping his eye on the sideview mirror watching
for Laurie, and whistling some song so out of tune that David had no idea what
it was. David watched the tennis players and listened to the monotonous plunk-ka-plunk of tennis balls being hit back and forth.
ÒBrian, can I ask you a question?Ó
David said after a long while.
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒWhat are you whistling?Ó
Brian seemed surprised. Ò ÔTake Me
Out to the Ball Game,Õ Ó he said. Then he whistled a few more bars. Coming from
his lips, the song seemed completely unrecognizable. ÒThere, now can you tell?Ó
David nodded. ÒSure, Brian, sure.Ó
He went back to watching the tennis players.
A moment later, Brian sat up in his
seat. ÒHey, here she comes.Ó
David turned and looked down the
block. Laurie was coming down the sidewalk, walking quickly. He reached for the
door handle. ÒOkay, now just let me take care of this alone,Ó he said, pulling
the handle.
ÒJust as long as she understands,Ó
Brian said. ÒWeÕre not playing around anymore.Ó
ÒSure, Brian,Ó David said and got
out of the van. Now Brian was starting to sound like Robert too.
He had to jog to catch up with her,
all the while uncertain of how he should handle this. All he knew was that it
was better that he do it than Brian. He reached her,
but Laurie did not stop, and he had to walk quickly to keep up with her.
ÒHey, Laurie, canÕt you wait up?Ó he
asked. ÒIÕve got to talk to you. ItÕs real important.Ó
Laurie slowed down and glanced
behind him.
ÒItÕs okay, nobody else is coming,Ó
David said.
Laurie stopped. David noticed she
was breathing hard and clutching her books tightly.
ÒWell, David,Ó she said. ÒIÕm not
used to seeing you alone. Where are your troops?Ó
David knew he had to ignore her
antagonistic remarks and try to reason with her. ÒLook, Laurie, will you just
listen to me for a minute, please?Ó
But Laurie didnÕt seem interested.
ÒDavid, we said everything we had to say to each other the other day. I donÕt
want to rehash it now, so just leave me alone.Ó
Against his will, David felt himself
getting mad. She wouldnÕt even listen. ÒLaurie, youÕve got to stop writing
stuff against The Wave. YouÕre causing all kinds of problems.Ó
ÒThe Wave is causing the problems,
David.Ó
ÒIt is not,Ó David insisted. ÒLook,
Laurie, we want you with us, not against us.Ó
Laurie shook her head. ÒWell, count
me out. I told you, I quit. This is not a game anymore. People have been hurt.Ó
She started to walk away, but David
followed her. ÒThat was an accident,Ó he insisted. ÒSome guys just used The
Wave as an excuse for beating that kid up. DonÕt you see? The Wave is still for
the good of the whole. Why canÕt you see that, Laurie? It could be a whole new
system. We could make it work.Ó
ÒNot with me, you canÕt.Ó
David knew if he didnÕt stop her
sheÕd get away. It just wasnÕt fair that one person could ruin it for everyone
else. He had to convince her. He had to! The next thing he knew, he had grabbed
her arm.
ÒLet go of me!Ó Laurie struggled to
get free, but David held her arm tightly.
ÒLaurie, youÕve got to stop,Ó he
said. It just wasnÕt fair.
ÒDavid, let go of my arm!Ó
ÒLaurie, stop writing those
articles! Keep your mouth shut about The Wave! YouÕre ruining it for everyone
else!Ó
But Laurie kept resisting. ÒI will
write and I will say anything that I want to, and you canÕt stop me!Ó she
yelled at him.
Overcome with anger, David grabbed
her other arm. Why did she have to be so stubborn? Why couldnÕt she see how
good The Wave could be? ÒWe can stop you, and we will!Ó he shouted at her.
But Laurie only struggled harder to
get out of his grasp. ÒI hate you!Ó she cried. ÒI hate The Wave! I hate all of
you!Ó
The words struck David like a hard
slap in the face. Almost out of control, he screamed ÒShut up!Ó and threw her
down on the grass. Her books went flying as she fell roughly to the ground.
David instantly recoiled in shock at
what he had done. Laurie lay still on the ground and he was filled with fear as
he dropped to his knees and put his arms around her. ÒJeez, Laurie, are you all
right?Ó
Laurie nodded, but seemed unable to
talk as sobs filled her throat.
David held her tightly. ÒGod, IÕm
sorry,Ó he whispered. He could feel her tremble and he wondered how on earth he
could have done something so stupid. What could have made him want to hurt the
girl, the one he really still loved. Laurie pushed herself up slightly and sat
sobbing and gasping for breath. David could not believe it. He felt almost as
if he were coming out of a trance. What had possessed him these last days that could
cause him to do something so stupid? There heÕd been, denying that The Wave
could hurt anyone, and at the same time heÕd hurt Laurie, his own girlfriend,
in the name of The Wave!
It was crazy—but David knew
that heÕd been wrong. Anything that could make him do what heÕd just done was
wrong. It had to be.
Meanwhile, moving slowly down the
street, BrianÕs van passed them and disappeared into the darkness.
Later that night, Christy Ross went
into the study where her husband was working. ÒBen,Ó she said firmly, ÒIÕm
sorry to interrupt you, but IÕve been thinking, and I have something important
to say.Ó
Ben leaned back in his chair and
looked at his wife uneasily.
ÒBen, youÕve got to end The Wave
tomorrow,Ó Christy told him. ÒI know how much this means to you and how
important you think it is for your students. But IÕm telling you it must end.Ó
ÒHow can you say that?Ó Ben asked.
ÒBecause, Ben, if you donÕt end it I
am convinced Principal Owens will,Ó she told him. ÒAnd if he has to end it, I
promise you your experiment will be a failure. IÕve been thinking all evening
about what youÕve been trying to accomplish, Ben, and I think IÕm beginning to
understand. But did you ever consider, back when you began this experiment,
what might happen if it didnÕt work? Did it ever occur to you that youÕre
risking your reputation as a teacher? If this goes wrong, do you think parents
are going to let their kids into your classroom again?Ó
ÒDonÕt you think youÕre
exaggerating?Ó Ben asked.
ÒNo,Ó Christy replied. ÒDid it ever
occur to you that youÕve not only put yourself into jeopardy but me as well?
Some people think that just because IÕm your wife that somehow IÕm involved in
this Wave idiocy too. Does that seem fair, Ben? It
breaks my heart that after two years at Gordon High youÕre in danger of ruining
your job. YouÕre going to end it tomorrow, Ben. YouÕre going to go into
Principal Owens and tell him that itÕs over.Ó
ÒChristy, how can you tell me what
to do?Ó Ben asked. ÒHow can I possibly end it in one day and still do the
students justice?Ó
ÒYou have to think of something,
Ben,Ó Christy insisted. ÒYou just have to.Ó
Ben rubbed his forehead and thought
about the next morningÕs meeting with Principal Owens. Owens was a good man,
and open to new ideas and experiments, but now he had immense pressures on him.
On one side parents and teachers were in arms over The Wave, and pressure was
growing on the principal to step in and put a halt to it. On the other side
there was only Ben Ross, pleading with him not to interfere, trying to explain
that to stop The Wave abruptly could be a disaster for the students. So much
effort had gone into it. To end The Wave without explanation would be like
reading the first half of a novel and not finishing it. But Christy was right.
Ben knew The Wave had to end. The important thing wasnÕt when it ended, but
how. The students had to end it themselves, and they had to understand why.
Otherwise the lesson, the pain, all that had gone into it,
was for nothing.
ÒChristy,Ó Ben said, ÒI know it should
end, but I just donÕt see how.Ó
His wife sighed wearily. ÒAre you
saying that youÕre going to go into Principal OwensÕs office tomorrow morning
and tell him that? That you know it should end but you donÕt know how? Ben,
youÕre supposed to be The WaveÕs leader. YouÕre the one theyÕre supposed to
follow blindly.Ó
Ben did not appreciate the sarcasm
in his wifeÕs voice, but again he knew she was right. The students in The Wave
had made him more of a leader than he had ever wished to be. But it was also true
that he had not resisted. In fact, he had to admit that before the experiment
had gone bad, he had enjoyed those fleeting moments of power. A crowded room
full of students obeying his commands, the Wave symbol heÕd created posted all
over the school, even a bodyguard. He had read that power could be seductive,
and now he had experienced it. Ben ran his hand through his hair. The members
of The Wave were not the only ones who had to learn the lesson power taught.
Their teacher did, as well.
ÒBen?Ó Christy said.
ÒYes, I know, IÕm thinking,Ó he
replied. Wondering was more like it. Suppose there was something he could do
tomorrow. Suppose he did something abrupt and final. Would they follow him? At
once, Ben understood what he had to do. ÒOkay, Christy, IÕve got an idea.Ó
His wife looked at him uncertainly.
ÒSomething youÕre sure will work?Ó
Ben shook his head. ÒNo, but I hope
it will,Ó he said.
Christy nodded and looked at her
watch. It was late and she was tired. She leaned over her husband and kissed him
on the forehead. The skin was damp with perspiration. ÒYou coming to bed?Ó
ÒSoon,Ó he said.
After Christy went into the bedroom,
Ben went over his plan again in his mind. It seemed sound and he stood up,
determined to get some sleep. He was just shutting off the lights when the
doorbell rang. Rubbing his eyes with weariness, Ross trudged to the front door.
ÒWho is it?Ó
ÒItÕs David Collins and Laurie
Saunders, Mr. Ross.Ó
Surprised, Ben pulled the door open.
ÒWhat are you doing here?Ó he asked. ÒItÕs late.Ó
ÒMr. Ross, weÕve got to talk to
you,Ó David said. ÒItÕs real important.Ó
ÒWell, come in and sit down,Ó Ben
said.
As David and Laurie entered the
living room, Ben could see that both of them were shaken up. Had something even
worse happened because of The Wave? God forbid. The two students sat down on
the couch. David leaned forward.
ÒMr. Ross, youÕve got to help us,Ó
he said, his voice filled with agitation.
ÒWhat is it?Ó Ben asked. ÒWhatÕs
wrong?Ó
ÒItÕs The Wave,Ó David said.
ÒMr. Ross,Ó said Laurie, Òwe know
how important this is to you—but itÕs just gone too far.Ó
Before Ross could even respond,
David added, ÒItÕs taken over, Mr. Ross. You canÕt say anything against it.
People are afraid to.Ó
ÒThe kids at school are scared,Ó Laurie
told him. ÒTheyÕre really scared. Not only to say anything against The Wave,
but of what might happen to them if they donÕt go along with it.Ó
Ben nodded. In a way, what these
students were telling him relieved him of part of his concern about The Wave.
If he did as Christy told him and thought back to the original goals of the
experiment, then the fears Laurie and David spoke of confirmed that The Wave
was a success. After all, The Wave had originally been conceived as a way to
show these kids what life in Nazi Germany might have been like. Apparently, in
terms of fear and forced compliance, it had been an overwhelming
success—too much of a success.
ÒYou canÕt even have a conversation
without wondering whoÕs listening,Ó Laurie told him.
Ben could only nod again. He
recalled those students in his own history classes who had condemned the Jews
for not taking the Nazi threat seriously, for not fleeing their homes and
ghettos when rumors of the concentration camps and gas chambers first filtered
back to them. Of course, Ross thought, how could any rational person believe
such a thing? And who could have believed that a nice bunch of high school
students like those at Gordon High could have become a fascist group called The
Wave? Was it a weakness of man that made him want to ignore the darker side of
his fellow human beings?
David yanked him from his thoughts.
ÒTonight I almost hurt Laurie because of The Wave,Ó he said. ÒI donÕt know what
came over me. But I do know that itÕs the same thing thatÕs come over almost
everyone whoÕs in The Wave.Ó
ÒYouÕve got to stop it,Ó Laurie
urged him.
ÒI know,Ó Ben said. ÒI will.Ó
ÒWhat are you going to do, Mr.
Ross?Ó David asked.
Ben knew he could not reveal his
plan to Laurie and David. It was essential that the members of The Wave decide
the matter for themselves, and for the experiment to be a true success, Ben could only present them with the evidence. If
David or Laurie went to school the next day and told the students that Mr. Ross
planned to end The Wave, the students would be biased. They might end it
without really understanding why it had to end. Or worse, they might try and
fight him, keeping The Wave alive despite its obvious destiny.
ÒDavid, Laurie,Ó he said, Òyou have
discovered for yourselves what the other members of The Wave have not yet
learned. I promise you that tomorrow I will try to help them toward that
discovery. But I have to do it my way, and I can only ask that you trust me.
Can you do that?Ó
David and Laurie nodded uncertainly
as Ben rose and showed them to the door. ÒCome on, itÕs too late for you kids
to be out,Ó he told them. As they went through the door, however, Ben had
another thought. ÒListen, do either of you know two students who have never
been involved in The Wave? Two students who Wave members donÕt know and
wouldnÕt miss?Ó
David considered for a moment.
Amazing as it might be, almost everyone he knew in school had become a member
of The Wave. But Laurie thought of two people. ÒAlex Cooper and Carl Block,Ó
she said. ÒTheyÕre on The Grapevine staff.Ó
ÒOkay,Ó Ben told them. ÒNow, I want
both of you to go back to class tomorrow and act as if everything is fine.
Pretend we havenÕt talked, and donÕt tell anyone that you were here tonight or
that you spoke to me. Can you do that?Ó
David nodded, but Laurie looked
concerned. ÒI donÕt know, Mr. Ross.Ó
But Ben cut her short. ÒLaurie, it
is extremely important that we do it this way. You must trust me. Okay?Ó
Reluctantly Laurie agreed. Ben bade
them good-bye, and she and David stepped into the dark.
The next morning in Principal
OwensÕs office, Ben had to pull his handkerchief out of his pocket and pat the
perspiration off his forehead. Across the desk, Principal Owens had just
slammed his fist down. ÒDamn it, Ben! I donÕt care about your experiment. IÕve
got teachers complaining, IÕve got parents calling me every five minutes
wanting to know what the hellÕs going on here, what the hell are we doing with
their kids. You think I can tell them itÕs an experiment? My God, man, you know
that boy who was roughed up last week? His rabbi was here yesterday. The man
spent two years in Auschwitz. Do you think he gives a damn about your
experiment?Ó
Ben sat up in his chair. ÒPrincipal
Owens, I understand the pressure youÕre under. I know that The Wave went too
far. I ÉÓ Ben took a deep breath. ÒI realize now that I made a mistake. A
history class is not a science lab. You canÕt experiment with human beings. Especially high school students who arenÕt aware that theyÕre part
of an experiment. But for a moment letÕs forget that it was a mistake, that it went too far. LetÕs look at it right now.
Right now there are two hundred students here who think The Wave is great. I
can still teach them a lesson. All I need is the rest of the day, and I can
teach them a lesson they will never forget.Ó
Principal Owens looked at him
skeptically. ÒAnd what do you expect me to tell their parents and the other
teachers in the meantime?Ó
Ben patted his forehead with his
handkerchief again. He knew he was taking a gamble, but what choice did he
have? He had gotten them into this and he had to get them out. ÒTell them that
I promise it will all be over by tonight.Ó
Principal Owens arched an eyebrow.
ÒAnd exactly how do you intend to do that?Ó
It didnÕt take Ben long to outline
his plan. Across the desk, Principal Owens tapped out his pipe and considered
it. A long and uncomfortable silence followed. Finally he said, ÒBen, IÕm going
to be absolutely straight with you. This Wave thing has made Gordon High look
very bad, and IÕm very unhappy about it. IÕll let you have today. But I have to
warn you: If it doesnÕt work, IÕm going to have to ask you for your
resignation.Ó
Ben nodded. ÒI understand,Ó he said.
Principal Owens stood and offered
his hand. ÒI hope you can make this work, Ben,Ó he said solemnly. ÒYouÕre a
fine teacher and weÕd hate to lose you.Ó
Outside in the hall Ben had no time
to dwell on Principal OwensÕs words. He had to find Alex Cooper and Carl Block,
and he had to work fast.
In history class that day Ben waited
until the students had come to attention. Then he said, ÒI have a special
announcement about The Wave. At five oÕclock today there will be a rally in the
auditorium—for Wave members only.Ó
David smiled to himself and winked
at Laurie.
ÒThe reason for the rally is the
following,Ó Mr. Ross continued. ÒThe Wave is not just a classroom experiment.
ItÕs much, much more than that. Unbeknownst to you, starting last week, all
across the country teachers like myself have been recruiting and training a
youth brigade to show the rest of the nation how to achieve a better society.
ÒAs you know, this country has just
gone through a decade in which steady double-digit inflation has severely
weakened the economy,Ó Mr. Ross continued. ÒUnemployment has run chronically
high, and the crime rate has been worse than any time in memory. Never before
has the morale of the United States been so low. Unless this trend is stopped,
a growing number of people, including the founders of The Wave, believe that
our country is doomed.Ó
David was no longer smiling. This
was not what he had expected to hear. Mr. Ross didnÕt seem to be ending The
Wave at all. If anything, he seemed to be going more deeply into it than ever!
ÒWe must prove that through
discipline, community, and action we can turn this country around,Ó Ross told
the class. ÒLook what we have accomplished in this school alone in just a few
days. If we can change things here, we can change things everywhere.Ó
Laurie gave David a frightened look.
Mr. Ross went on: ÒIn factories, hospitals, universities—in all
institutions—Ó
David jumped out of his chair in
protest. ÒMr. Ross, Mr. Ross!Ó
ÒSit down, David!Ó Mr. Ross ordered.
ÒBut, Mr. Ross, you said—Ó
Ben cut him off urgently. ÒI said,
sit down, David. DonÕt interrupt me.Ó
David returned to his seat, unable
to believe his ears as Mr. Ross continued: ÒNow listen carefully. During the
rally the founder and national leader of The Wave will appear on cable
television to announce the formation of a National Wave Youth Movement!Ó
All around them students started
cheering. It was too much for Laurie and David. Both rose to their feet, this
time to face the class.
ÒWait, wait,Ó David pleaded with
them. ÒDonÕt listen to him. DonÕt listen. HeÕs lying.Ó
ÒCanÕt you see what heÕs doing?Ó
Laurie said emotionally. ÒCanÕt any of you think for yourselves anymore?Ó
But the room only grew quiet as the
class glared at them.
Ross knew he had to act quickly,
before Laurie and David revealed too much. He realized he had made an error. He
had asked Laurie and David to trust him, and he had not expected them to
disobey. But instantly it made sense to him that they would. He snapped his
fingers. ÒRobert, I want you to take over the class until I return from
escorting David and Laurie to the principalÕs office.Ó
ÒMr. Ross, yes!Ó
Mr. Ross quickly walked to the
classroom door and held it open for Laurie and David.
Outside in the hall, David and
Laurie walked slowly toward the principalÕs office, followed by Mr. Ross. In
the background they could hear steady, loud chants emanating from Mr. RossÕs
room: ÒStrength Through Discipline! Strength Through Community! Strength
Through Action!Ó
ÒMr. Ross, you lied to us last
night,Ó David said bitterly.
ÒNo, I didnÕt, David. But I told
you, you would have to trust me,Ó Mr. Ross replied.
ÒWhy should we?Ó Laurie asked. ÒYou
were the one who started The Wave in the first place.Ó
The point was a good one. Ben could
think of no reason why they should trust him. He only knew that they should. He
hoped that by evening they would understand.
David and Laurie spent most of the
afternoon waiting outside Principal OwensÕs office to see him. They were
miserable and depressed, certain that Mr. Ross had tricked them into
cooperating with him so that they could not prevent what now appeared to be the
final hours before The Wave movement at Gordon High joined the national Wave
movement, which had been growing simultaneously at high schools all over the
country.
Even Principal Owens seemed
unsympathetic when he finally got around to seeing them. On his desk was a
brief report from Mr. Ross, and although neither of them could see what it
said, it was obvious that it must have stated that Laurie and David had
disrupted the class. Both of them pleaded with the principal to stop The Wave
and the five oÕclock rally, but Principal Owens only insisted that everything
would be all right.
Finally he told them to go back to
their classes. David and Laurie were incredulous. Here they were trying to
prevent the worst thing theyÕd ever seen happen in school and Principal Owens
seemed to be oblivious.
Out in the hall, David threw his
books into his locker and slammed the door shut. ÒForget it,Ó he told Laurie
angrily. ÒIÕm not hanging around here anymore today. IÕm splitting.Ó
ÒJust wait for me to put my books
away,Ó Laurie told him. ÒIÕll join you.Ó
A few minutes later, as they walked
down the sidewalk away from school, Laurie sensed that David was getting
depressed. ÒI canÕt believe how dumb I was, Laurie,Ó he kept saying. ÒI canÕt
believe I really fell for it.Ó
Laurie squeezed his hand. ÒYou
werenÕt dumb, David. You were idealistic. I mean,
there were good things about The Wave. It couldnÕt be all bad,
or no one would have joined in the first place. ItÕs just that they donÕt see
whatÕs bad about it. They think it makes everyone equal, but they donÕt
understand that it robs you of your right to be independent.Ó
ÒLaurie, is it possible that weÕre
wrong about The Wave?Ó David asked.
ÒNo, David, weÕre right,Ó Laurie answered.
ÒThen why doesnÕt anybody else see
it?Ó he asked.
ÒI donÕt know. ItÕs like theyÕre all
in a trance. They just wonÕt listen anymore.Ó
David nodded hopelessly.
It was still early and they decided
to walk to a park nearby. Neither wanted to go home yet. David wasnÕt sure what
to think of The Wave or Mr. Ross. Laurie still believed it was a fad that the
kids would ultimately get bored with, no matter who organized it or where. What
frightened her was what the kids in The Wave might do before they grew tired of
it.
ÒI feel alone all of a sudden,Ó
David said as they walked through the trees in the park. ÒItÕs like all my
friends are part of a crazy movement and IÕm an outcast just because I refuse
to be exactly like them.Ó
Laurie knew exactly how he felt,
because she felt it too. She moved close to him and he put his arm around her.
Laurie felt closer to David than ever. WasnÕt it odd how going through
something bad like this could bring them closer? She thought back to the night
before, how David had forgotten entirely about The Wave the second heÕd
realized heÕd hurt her. Suddenly she hugged him hard.
ÒWhat?Ó David was surprised.
ÒOh, uh, nothing,Ó she said.
ÒHmmm.Ó David looked away.
Laurie felt her mind drifting back to
The Wave. She tried to imagine the school auditorium that afternoon, filled
with Wave members. And some leader somewhere speaking
to them over the television. What would he tell them? To burn books? To force all non-Wave members to wear armbands? It seemed so
utterly crazy that anything like this could happen. So É suddenly Laurie
remembered something. ÒDavid,Ó she said, Òdo you remember the day this all
started?Ó
ÒThe day Mr. Ross taught us the
first motto?Ó David asked.
ÒNo, David, the day before that—the
day we saw that movie about the Nazi concentration camps. The day I was so
upset. Remember? No one could understand how all the other Germans could have
ignored what the Nazis were doing and pretended they didnÕt know.Ó
ÒYeah?Ó David said.
Laurie looked up at him. ÒDavid, do
you remember what you said to me at lunch that afternoon?Ó
David tried to recall for a moment,
but then shook his head.
ÒYou told me it could never happen
again.Ó
David looked at her for a second. He
felt himself smiling ironically. ÒYou know something?Ó he said. ÒEven with the
meeting with that national leader at the rally this afternoon—even though
I was part of it, I still canÕt believe itÕs happening. ItÕs so insane.Ó
ÒI was just thinking the same
thing,Ó Laurie said. Then an idea struck her. ÒDavid, letÕs go back to school.Ó
ÒWhy?Ó
ÒI want to see him,Ó she said. ÒI
want to see this leader. I swear, I wonÕt believe this is really happening
until I see it for myself.Ó
ÒBut Mr. Ross said it was for Wave
members only.Ó
ÒWhat do you care?Ó Laurie asked
him.
David shrugged. ÒI donÕt know,
Laurie. I donÕt know if I want to go back. I feel like É like The Wave got me
once and if I go back it might get me again.Ó
ÒNo way,Ó Laurie laughed.
It was incredible, Ben Ross thought
as he walked toward the auditorium. Ahead of him, two of his students sat at a
small table in front of the auditorium doors, checking membership cards. Wave
members were streaming into the auditorium, many carrying Wave banners and
signs. Ross couldnÕt help thinking that before the advent of The Wave, it would
have taken a week to organize so many students. Today it had taken only a few
hours. He sighed. So much for the positive side of
discipline, community, and action. He wondered, if he was
successful in ÒdeprogrammingÓ the students from The Wave, how long it would be
before heÕd begin seeing sloppy homework again. He smiled. Is this the price we
pay for freedom?
As Ben watched, Robert, wearing a jacket
and tie, came out of the auditorium and exchanged salutes with Brad and Brian.
ÒThe auditorium is full,Ó Robert
told them. ÒAre the guards in place?Ó
ÒThey are,Ó Brad said.
Robert looked pleased. ÒOkay, letÕs
check all the doors. Make sure theyÕre all locked.Ó
Ben rubbed his hands together
nervously. It was time to go in. He walked toward the stage entrance and
noticed that Christy was there waiting for him.
ÒHi.Ó She kissed him quickly on the
cheek. ÒI thought IÕd wish you luck.Ó
ÒThanks, IÕll need it,Ó Ben said.
Christy straightened his tie. ÒDid
anyone ever tell you you look great in suits?Ó she
asked.
ÒMatter of fact, Owens said that the
other day.Ó Ben sighed. ÒIf I have to start looking for a new job, I might be
wearing them a lot.Ó
ÒDonÕt worry. YouÕll do fine,Ó
Christy told him.
Ben managed a slight smile. ÒI wish
I had your faith in me,Ó he said.
Christy laughed and turned him
toward the stage door. ÒGo get Õem, tiger.Ó
The next thing Ben knew, he was
standing near the side of the stage, looking out at the crowded auditorium
filled with Wave members. A moment later Robert joined him there.
ÒMr. Ross,Ó he said, saluting, Òall
the doors are secure and the guards are in place.Ó
ÒThank you, Robert,Ó Ben said.
It was time to begin. As he strode
to the center of the auditorium stage, Ben glanced quickly toward the curtains
behind him and then up at the projectionistÕs booth at the back of the room. As
he stopped and stood between two large television monitors that had been
ordered from the AV department that day, the crowd burst spontaneously into The
Wave mottos, standing at their seats and giving The Wave salute.
ÒStrength Through Discipline!Ó
ÒStrength Through Community!Ó
ÒStrength Through Action!Ó
Before them, Ben stood motionless.
When they had finished their chants, he held up his arms for silence. In an
instant the huge roomful of students went silent. Such obedience, Ben thought
sadly. He looked out over the large crowd, aware that this was probably the
last time he would be able to hold their attention so firmly. Then he spoke.
ÒIn a moment our national leader
will address us.Ó And turning he said, ÒRobert.Ó
ÒMr. Ross, yes.Ó
ÒTurn on the television sets.Ó
Robert turned on both sets and the
picture tubes grew bright and blue, with as yet no image. Throughout the
auditorium, hundreds of eager Wave members hunched forward in their seats,
staring at the blank blue tubes and waiting.
Outside, David and Laurie tried a
set of auditorium doors, but found them locked. They quickly tried a second set,
but found those locked also. But there were more doors to try, and they ran
around the side of the auditorium looking for them.
The television screens were still
blank. No face appeared on the screen and no sounds came from the speakers.
Around the auditorium students began to squirm and murmur with anxiety. Why
wasnÕt anything happening? Where was their leader? What were they supposed to
do? As the tension in the room continued to build, the same question passed
through their minds over and over: What were they supposed to do?
From the side of the stage, Ben
looked down at them, as the sea of faces stared back at him anxiously. Was it
really true that the natural inclination of people was to look for a leader? Someone to make decisions for them? Indeed, the faces
looking up at him said it was. That was the awesome responsibility any leader
had, knowing that a group like this would follow. Ben began to realize how much
more serious this Òlittle experimentÓ was than heÕd ever imagined. It was
frightening how easily they would put their faith in your hands, how easily
they would let you decide for them. If people were destined
to be led, Ben thought, this was something he must make sure they
learned: to question thoroughly, never to put your faith in anyoneÕs hands
blindly. Otherwise É
From the center of the audience a
single frustrated student suddenly jumped up from his seat and shouted at Mr.
Ross, ÒThere is no leader, is there!Ó
Shocked students around the
auditorium quickly turned as two Wave guards rushed the offender out of the
auditorium. In the confusion that followed, Laurie and David were able to slip
in through the door the guards had opened.
Before the students had time to
think about what had just happened, Ben strode to the center of the auditorium
stage again. ÒYes, you have a leader!Ó he shouted. That was the cue Carl Block
had been waiting for as he hid backstage. Now he pulled back the stage curtains
to reveal a large movie screen. At the same moment, Alex Cooper, in the
projection room, flicked on a projector.
ÒThere!Ó Ben shouted at the
auditorium full of students. ÒThere is your leader!Ó
The auditorium was filled with gasps
and exclamations of surprise as the gigantic image of Adolf Hitler appeared on
the screen.
ÒThatÕs it!Ó Laurie whispered
excitedly to David. ÒThatÕs the movie he showed us that day!Ó
ÒNow listen carefully!Ó Ben shouted
at them. ÒThere is no National Wave Youth Movement. There is no leader. But if
there was, he would have been it. Do you see what
youÕve become? Do you see where you were headed? How far would you have gone?
Take a look at your future!Ó
The film left Adolf Hitler and
focused on the faces of the young Nazis who fought for him during World War
Two. Many of them were only teenagers, some even younger than the students in
the audience.
ÒYou thought you were so special!Ó
Ross told them. ÒBetter than everyone outside of this room. You traded your
freedom for what you said was equality. But you turned your equality into
superiority over non-Wave members. You accepted the groupÕs will over your own
convictions, no matter who you had to hurt to do it.
Oh, some of you thought you were just going along for the ride,
that you could walk away at any moment. But did you? Did any of you try
it?
ÒYes, you all would have made good
Nazis,Ó Ben told them. ÒYou would have put on the uniforms, turned your heads,
and allowed your friends and neighbors to be persecuted and destroyed. You say
it could never happen again, but look how close you came. Threatening those who
wouldnÕt join you, preventing non-Wave members from sitting with you at
football games. Fascism isnÕt something those other people did, it is right
here, in all of us. You ask how could the German people do nothing as millions
of innocent human beings were murdered? How could they claim they werenÕt
involved? What causes people to deny their own histories?Ó
Ben moved closer to the front of the
stage and spoke in a lower voice: ÒIf history repeats itself, you will all want
to deny what happened to you in The Wave. But, if our experiment has been
successful—and I think you can see that it has—you will have
learned that we are all responsible for our own actions, and that you must
always question what you do rather than blindly follow a leader, and that for
the rest of your lives, you will never, ever allow a groupÕs will to usurp your
individual rights.Ó
Ben paused for a moment. So far heÕd
made it sound like they were all at fault. But it was more than that. ÒNow
listen to me, please,Ó he said. ÒI owe you an apology. I know this has been
painful to you. But in a way it could be argued that none of you are as at
fault as I am for leading you to this. I meant The Wave to be a great lesson
for you and perhaps I succeeded too well. I certainly became more of a leader
than I intended to be. And I hope you will believe me when I say that it has
been a painful lesson for me too. All I can add is, I hope this is a lesson
weÕll all share for the rest of our lives. If weÕre smart, we wonÕt dare forget
it.Ó
The effect on the students was
staggering. All around the auditorium they were slowly rising from their seats.
A few were in tears, others tried to avoid the eyes of
those next to them. All looked stunned by the lesson they had learned. As they
left they discarded their posters and banners. The floor quickly became
littered with yellow membership cards and all thoughts of military posture were
forgotten as they slunk out of the auditorium.
Laurie and David walked slowly down
the aisle, passing the somber students filing out of the room. Amy was coming
toward them, her head bowed. When she looked up and saw Laurie she burst into
tears and ran to hug her friend.
Behind her, David saw Eric and
Brian. Both looked shaken. They stopped when they saw David and for a few
moments the three teammates stood in an awkward silence.
ÒWhat a freak-out,Ó Eric said, his
voice hardly more than a mumble.
David tried to shrug it off. He felt
bad for his friends. ÒWell, itÕs over now,Ó he told them. ÒLetÕs try and forget
it É I mean, letÕs try not to forget it É but letÕs forget it at the same
time.Ó
Eric and Brian nodded. They
understood what he meant even if he hadnÕt exactly made sense.
Brian made a rueful face. ÒI
shouldÕve known it,Ó he said. ÒThe first time that Clarkstown
linebacker broke through and sacked me for a fifteen-yard loss last Saturday. I
shouldÕve known it was no good.Ó
The three teammates shared a short
chuckle and then Eric and Brian left the auditorium. David walked down toward
the stage where Mr. Ross stood. His teacher looked very tired.
ÒIÕm sorry I didnÕt trust you, Mr.
Ross,Ó David said.
ÒNo, it was good that you didnÕt,Ó
Ross told him. ÒYou showed good judgment. I should be apologizing to you,
David. I should have told you what I was planning to do.Ó
Laurie joined them. ÒMr. Ross,
whatÕs going to happen now?Ó she asked.
Ben shrugged and shook his head.
ÒIÕm not sure I know, Laurie. We still have quite a bit of history to cover
this semester. But maybe weÕll take just one more period to discuss what happened
today.Ó
ÒI think we should,Ó David said.
ÒYou know, Mr. Ross,Ó Laurie said.
ÒIn a way IÕm glad this happened. I mean, IÕm sorry it
had to come to this, but IÕm glad it worked out, and I think everyone learned a
lot.Ó
Ben nodded. ÒWell, thatÕs nice of
you, Laurie. But IÕve already decided this is one lesson IÕm going to skip in
next yearÕs course.Ó
David and Laurie looked at each
other and smiled. They said good-bye to Mr. Ross and turned to leave the
auditorium.
Ben watched Laurie and David and the
last of the former members of The Wave leave the auditorium. When they were
gone and he thought he was alone, he sighed and said, ÒThank God.Ó He was
relieved that it had ended well, and thankful that he still had his job at
Gordon High. There would still be a few angry parents and incensed faculty
members to smooth over, but in time he knew he could do it.
He turned and was about to leave the
stage when he heard a sob and saw Robert leaning against one of the television
sets, tears running down his face.
Poor Robert, Ben thought. The only
one who really stood to lose in this whole thing. He
walked toward the trembling student and put his arm around his shoulder. ÒYou
know, Robert,Ó he said, trying to cheer him up, Òyou look good in a tie and
jacket. You ought to wear them more often.Ó
Through his tears, Robert managed a
smile. ÒThanks, Mr. Ross.Ó
ÒWhat do you say we go out for a
bite to eat?Ó Ben said, leading him off the stage. ÒThere are some things I
think we should talk about.Ó
THE END